So long story..

Today me and Prisci-lujan we're facetiming(thru skype)

And her mom came and said 'you have to give up something for 40 days!'

Her mom
Said 'ur phone'

I didnt know

Until she told
Me last minute

And

She had to go

So i wont be talking to her

Till April...

Long time right?....

Best friends with someone

And then

Cant keep in touch or see that person

For 40 FREAKING DAYS

I've been....trying so hard not to cry

Putting a fake smile
On my face with my family

It hurts

So much

Thats how much u all mean to me....

I literally cant stop bawling my eyes out....

I cant.... i just

*sighs*cant..

Im a CrYbAbY

I know..