Plz dont judge me
And dont cry(if u do)

I just wrote this
For no reason
And plus my emotions
Going berserk
I just felt like typing this

In evil
Insane
Im crazy
Stupid in the brain

I may want to be good
But i cant
Have no soul
Not alive
Maybe i should die

Im having trouble no matter how hard i try
But i wanna fly
Reach my destiny
But always put down

Words
Meanings
They dont say
All those words ive said
Spoken

Are all
Me
Demons
Mean
Worthless
Rude
Bitch whore

Many things

They're all meant for me

Its my life

Never had a dream

Except all i have is

Me

What i said is like a song
But whats a song without words
Its nothing
Just like me

Woah, what could i be
Without me
Im insane
In the membrane

Nothing could go wrong for me
When im the wrong thing to happen
Why am i here
Why am i staying
Well, all i could
Speak
Say
Is all bullhshit
No one cares
No one bares
To see me
For who i am

Misjudged
Misspoken
Many things come to life

How can i stay
With nothing to say
But why should i talk?

Maybe i could just stay here all by myself
Cause no one cares no one sees
For me!
I am me! And who i am!
I am the only me to stand!
I may be crazy!
I may be a fool!
Evil!
Stupid!
Worthless!
Ugly!
Fat!

Well...thats just me

I may be
What u think i am

Well i cant be
Cause i know what i am
I am evil
The devil
Maybe...
But know one knows
No one bares to see the real me

Maybe i can be the way u think i am
But i am worse than you can say

What?!
Im crazy in the membrane!
U can say all those words
Just dust it off
And walk!
I wont care
Cause remember

Im evil
Im demon
Im mean
Be scared
I will tear u apart till you cant seem to see
How much of a bitch i am u see?

I know what ur saying
But look, you dont care?
Why am i speaking?
I dont know
Cause all im saying is bull

im full
Is pure evilness
And souls
Ill rip you, inside out!
Bring u down!
To the ground!

Shout scream!
No one will hear!
Cause first!
U will see!
How much of pain!
You will feel!
How much i am feeling!
How i am!

But...there's nothing to say
What cant be said
Look around to see of how crazy i am
Speak scream
They wont here a sound
But the voices around

This is how my life is
And works
Now feel my pain
Before i bare u apart!
I wont let go!

No i wont!
Ur mine to keep!
And dont make a peep!
Cause all u'll see is me!

And what you'll feel is what i feel.....

But why should i try when i wont succeed....
Im a failure
Rotten
Stupid
Heartless bitch that everyone hates.....

Why should i try to love when i cant
And ill die.....just
Me
Myself

And i

(Plz Prisci-lujan dont cry *hugs u prisci* im sorry

I just had to say this out