In my head
There's endless noise
Chattering, buzzing, distracting
Making it hard to concentrate

Company is welcome
I appreciate advice
But it makes me so distracted
I can't help but hold some vice

Is this a fight that I can win?
Am I too broken to be fixed?
I've been battling this so long
Maybe it's time I just quit

Sometimes I agree with them
Sometimes I do not
Should I just listen anyway
If there's a chance they'll stop?

I'm tired of feeling broken
I'm tired of fighting for control
Maybe I should just let go
And let whatever happens take its toll

I wish it would just stop
I've been like this for years
I just want to turn it off
And forget about these fears

Ghosts are so interesting to me
To the confusion of my friends
If I became one, joined their ranks,
Would this internal struggle end?