Under the tree, I sat as sunlight beamed through the gaps of the leaves. Voices from the cafeteria, I heard. Tears continued flowing out as I sobbed quietly. It's been like this for the past few days, I skipped eating, cried whenever I was alone and... Was out of myself. The only thing that pushed me to keep going was the little notes I always found inside my school bag.

The bell rang, signaling it was now the end of our break. I quickly wiped my tears and went straight to my classroom. I'm in Class 1-A and the top student of the class... But that was slowly changing, I rarely answer in recitations and barely kept up with my studies... You can actually say I'm failing.

I sat on my seat and waited for class to start. Present Mic came in our classroom with his usual booming voice saying, "Who's ready for English?!", and as usual no one answered. The day went by quickly and it was already time to go home. I fixed my stuff and quickly went out of school since my friends from another school said that we should hang out.

I saw they were talking outside and I was about to run to them but I felt my phone vibrate. I  opened my phone to see a text from my Mother saying, Go home early today to study and train. I heard from you homeroom teacher that you're failing in both. I sighed out and went to my friends, "Hey, guys!", I greeted cheerfully.

"Y/N, you're here. Let's go.", Yuki said monotonously. The others nodded but I stopped them and said, "Sorry guys, but I need to go home and study. My Mother ordered me to.", I sighed out but still gave out a small smile. "Uh-huh, sure. We'll be going then.", Emi said then they turned their back on me.

I sighed once again and looked for our driver. I saw he was close to where Yuki and the others were so I quickly ran to them to say goodbye but what I heard shattered my heart into pieces. "She acts like she's in charge of us. I don't even want to hang out with her, I only invited her so she could pay for us.", Yuki said.

'W-what? S-so... That's what they think of me...', I stopped my tears from falling and quickly got in the car. 'It's fine... I... Guess?', I thought, looking out the window. I saw Kirishima and Mina walking together, smiling happily. 'I wished I could also walk with them like that...', After thinking about that, many more thoughts came to mind.

When I arrived home, I saw my Mother standing below the stairs holding a stack of papers. She walked towards me and slapped the papers on my face. "What kind of grades are these?!", She shrieked. I took a glance on one of the papers and saw that I barely got a passing score. "It's a passing score. So it-", I was cut off by her saying,

"A passing score isn't the same as a perfect one. Be more like your brother, he's working hard to bring honor to our family but you're shaming us!", She slapped my face which stung so much that I felt tears  forming in my eyes. '... What did I ever do wrong...?', I thought, gathering the papers scattered on the floor after my Mother went back up the stairs.

After I finished, I went to my room and locked myself in it. 'Pathetic.', That's what I thought when I saw my reflection in the mirror. I went to the bathroom and looked for a blade. 'Little cuts should be alright.', I thought and started cutting my skin, like it was some kind of paper. I let the blood drip down on the sink and I stayed like that for a few minutes, cutting myself and letting the blood drip.

Weeks... And months passed by and it was another day of our training. I changed into my hero suit and went to the training grounds. "We will be doing something different today.", Aizawa-sensei started. "Y/N! You'll be fighting everyone on your own so you could catch up to them!", He ordered.

I tiredly nodded my head, not even caring what happens to me. I went in the middle as everyone else surrounded me, some worried and others excited. Everyone knew I could handle all of them since I acted normally like I always used to. No one noticed I was hurting, they all kept thinking I'll be fine on my own, and today was the same.

"Start!", Aizawa-sensei commanded and one by one, they attacked me. I defended myself and even hit others. I called to Aizawa-sensei but he only said, "Don't stop! Continue training!"
Everyone attacked but some were unsure since I barely defended myself from their attacks. 'I-I... I can't handle any of this anymore!', I thought and remembered something my Father said before.

"Y/N. Train hard until you can use this power, all right?", He said after he showed me a special attack skill. "It's life threatening if you used it when you're still not ready.", He said and put a flower pin on my hair. I smiled brightly and nodded my head eagerly. '... If I use that this training'll end... I-I don't want this anymore! I... Don't care if I die! I want everything to end!'

I raised both my hands in the air and shouted, "Lightning... Storm!", I felt the lightning go through my whole body and shocked some places but I didn't stop it and let my Lightning storm uncontrollably  inside the training grounds. Everyone tried dodging all of the lightning but some were unfortunately hit.

"... Alright! That's enough! Y/N, you did very well.", Aizawa-sensei said. I let my arms fall to my sides but there were still some lightning in my body. I faked a smiled and felt a shock to my heart. I felt my chest tighten which made me have a hard time breathing. I fell down with a thump and heard everyone calling my name, especially his.

'... Ha ha... It's fine if it ends like this...', I thought when everyone's voices started fading and the darkness started consuming me. I smiled one last time when I remembered the last little note I got.

You've been doing well. Don't give up! Whenever it's hard for you remember that I'm here. So Please... Promise me... You won't give up... Just... Smile, Little Flower.

From: Denki ❀

'... Sorry... Aizawa-sensei... I failed all of you...'