Maybe it was for the best to stop this 'crush' of mine.

He has someone else as the love of his life anyway, I couldn't interfere them like that.

I'll be left alone again, fighting for myself again.

Well at least they'll be happy.

I'll be fine, I'm sure of that. There's still more fish in the sea. There would be another chance for me.

I'll feel okay when I see you smile, so I hope you'll smile more in the future. 

I can't keep on counting on the same person, yeah? Can't let the past haunt me.

It was so beautiful, yet too painful to endure.

So this is the consequences of loving someone, the consequences of a one-sided love, yeah?

But it's okay, I'll be okay.

I might have lost a friend, but it just doesn't hurt.

Yes, a friend, I don't think I should consider her as a best friend anymore. Now to think of it, she wasn't always there for me.

Someone else was, and I was too blind to see the kindness she was offering me.

Pushing away someone, isn't the solution.

Sometimes, you should just take in the information, no matter how bad the situation is or was.

Cause in the end, it'll just be a part of your past that you can look at one day and laugh about how silly it was.

& then I met you,
& slowly 
but all at once my
world  began to change.

- r.m. broderick

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It's still a Haechan fanfic, don't worry :)