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She's the angel on top of the tree

Sugar heart, here she comes

he's goin' to fall on meInnocence was our fire...

PETALS - by Hole

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Recap

They breathed little groans and gasps as he scooped you up and took you inside his room...

Namjoon was enamored with this platinum blonde. Frosty went beyond and above for her Joonie. Namjoon was kissing her neck folds and her jawlines, and in the intensity of their kisses, Frosty pulled off his silk shirt and tie, which Namjoon didn't mind because he had already zipped down Frosty's dress halfway down her waist.

It seemed as if a volcano had erupted in the room. Nothing could keep them from kissing each other. As N amjoon began to kiss the smooth curves of her female softness, their breaths became labored. Frosty's seductive white lace lingerie nearly pushed Namjoon over the brink.

As Frosty's hands roamed over Namjoons'muscled arms, their kissing was wild and unrestrained. She loves this man, and being with him in this way made her heart overflow with joy. It was as though their minds had gone blank during those passionate moments.

Frosty didn't mind when she wrapped her slim legs around his and kissed him with passionate and uncontrolled enthusiasm.

Namjoon's breathing was strained as he stroked Frosty's soft tights; he was all hot and passionate for this flower child. He couldn't get enough of her, and as his hands began to creep beneath her silk gown, shock brought him back to reality.

Oh my goodness! He just couldn't do it...

He inhaled deeply where he had Frosty pinned underneath him, her hands fiercely digging into his back muscles, pushing him down on her.

Namjoon didn't know how to free himself from this appealing female. Her kisses were hot and enticing, and he became lost in them, so as her hands traveled from his sculpted chest to his stomach, he gripped her hand in place so it didn't go into uncharted territory.

Frosty's blue eyes met his pained ones, which gazed down into hers, and she cautiously whispered, "Joon..."

Namjoon blew out a deep breath as he found the strength to lift himself from Frosty's inviting body. Pulling himself into a seated position looking down at her, and wiping over his face.

Namjoon knows he physically needs her and she is so ready to let him love her as a true woman. But he just cannot let her give herself to him if he cannot reciprocate the deep feelings she had for him. He knows he cares for her, but he is not ready to love again.

She looked puzzled at his eyes which were filled with emotional distress. He sigh deeply, "Oh Frosty -I'm sorry I cannot let this happen. It...it was a mistake----" he looked pained and regretful.

Frosty gulped as her eyes widen, Namjoon saw her eyes stare to tear up as she abruptly leaped from the bed, startling Namjoon for a second. "Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!---" she frantically whispered as she hastily pulled her dress up, covering her full chest that made Namjoons'heart race.

"Frosty?---" he furrowed his brows as she incoherently tried to zip up her dress from the side, tears were streaming from her expressive eyes. "I'm so sorry Joon---please forgive me---I...I wanted to spend the night with you. I wanted you so bad! I'M SORRY!---" she ranted on

" I'm a selfish jerk to let you kiss me knowing you don't love me that way "Namjoon was shocked at her trembling voice and emotional distress. He leaped to his feet and stepped in front of her, brushing her blond hair off her flushed face.

He attempted to console her as he looked down at her sorrowful eyes."Don't worry, Frosty---we stopped time."

Frosty shook her head vehemently, her tears streaming over her cheeks, "No Joon...I crossed the line." I'm a shameless girl! I...I need to go," she said hurriedly, her eyes wild.

With a very shocked and wounded look, she snatched her golden stilettos and fled for the room, leaving Namjoon stuck in astonishment.

"WHAT JUST HAPPENED!"He has a deep furrow between his brows, biting on the bottom of his lip.

Frosty looked to be in a state of despair. Did he hurt her?

OMG!

Namjoon reclined on the couch chair, his hands in his hair. He had forgotten how sensitive Frosty was. Even if she is open about her feelings for him, she will see his reluctance to 'love her' as the ultimate rejection.

Is she even aware of how hard he struggled not to succumb to temptation and enjoy having her in his bed? Everything in his essence begged him to be with her...

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Your heart was racing as you hurried out of Namjoon's room. You sprinted down the opulent corridor till you panted close to a concealed wall near the spiraling staircase, wiping your tears away so as not to alarm Chiji.

You pursed your lips and strolled barefoot to the stairs with anguished emotions.

The yacht is likely to be quiet because it's after midnight.

Taking two flights of winding stairs down to your assigned rooms, you know Chiji would be in bed while you enjoyed an amazing evening with Joon.

When you entered the room, Chiji was deeply sleeping, just as you expected. You hastily removed your clothes, tears streaming down your cheeks as you reminisced about your passionate kisses and how Namjoon so tenderly touched you. You got underneath the blue satin duvet after a hot shower and tried to sleep.

You just couldn't sleep since you were grieving over Joon's rejection.

You've never desired a man as much as you did him. You knew you wanted to give your entire body to him. Omg! How are you going to look him in the eyes now that he's realized kissing you was a mistake?

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That morning.

You were up and rejuvenated within a few hours, wearing a white, breezy sleeveless little dress with a beautiful cashmere pastel blue sweater. Your hair was styled in soft waves. Joonie left some evidence on your cream-white cleavage, which you've noticed. You were so shocked that you had to use a lot of concealer and foundation to cover up your intense encounter with the young CEO.

When Chiji awoke, her eyes were still concealing the pain you felt. She was taken aback to see you awake and dressed so early. The luggage has been packed.

"Good morning, Frosty... I'm surprised you got up so early."As she stretched herself out, she grinned warmly.

You just smiled and sweetly greeted her.

When she saw your somber demeanor, her brow wrinkled," What's up girl? How was your night with Mr. Kim?"

As you began packing your little overnight bag, you tried to avoid her keen gaze. Frosty seemed exhausted and had a sad vibe surrounding her.

"It was fun...we watched the fireworks from the top deck," you say softly, without bothering to elaborate.

Chiji got out of bed slowly and sighed pleasantly, "this was one of the most exciting weddings I've ever attended. According to Selena, there will be an after-wedding breakfast buffet. Are you all set to eat?"

"Er no. I'm so weary and have a minor headache from last night's excitement that I want to eat on this cool balcony viewing the ocean and feeling the sea breeze. I've already placed an order for room service. You can have an enjoyable time. I also saw your friend, Yeji..."

"OK," Chiji laughs." Let me quickly shower. I feel like we're on one of those expensive Mediterranean cruises. Oh, and Yeji was sitting a few tables away from us with her new boyfriend. We spent some time on the dance floor."

Chiji dressed quickly after taking a shower and headed to the breakfast buffet. Your breakfast was served on time, and you were able to enjoy an international breakfast selection on the balcony.

You were too embarrassed to face Namjoon. What must he be thinking of you? That you are an easy Italian with no moral compass. You've never even passionately made out with a guy, and let go of your inhibitions. He was the first guy who made you feel liberated and free. You wanted to spend the night with him so much, offering yourself to him out of love for him. It was natural for you to touch him like that....and you blew it.

It was not a lie that you had a bad headache. You know Chiji will love breakfast with you and your new friends Selena and Yeji. Mi-young's calculating eyes make you quite nervous. You know she still believes you had a love relationship with her Joonie.

You packed Chijis'bag since you want to be on the 10:00 boat with the guest that will go to the land.

Chiji arrived over an hour later, sprinting. You both grabbed your things and dashed to the entrance where the little boat would be waiting for the guests.

You felt delighted when the boat arrived and you and Chiji snuck in with the guests. When you didn't see Namjoon, you were oddly relieved...but as the boat began to sail, your gaze was pulled to the guests on the top decks waving to the ecstatic departed group.

Then your gaze was drawn to three individuals standing on the upper deck, two of whom were waving enthusiastically to the cheerful guests.

Namjoon was leaning over the railing, his gaze calculatingly meeting yours. You just gave a nod and turned your gaze away from him to the aquamarine waters surrounding you.

Namjoon just sighed and took out his phone, sending a text message...

He couldn't sleep last night since Frosty's heartbreaking look kept him up the entire time. He awoke hot and frustrated, especially after having a dream about her lying in his bed following a passionate session.

He cares about her and isn't going to give up her friendship that easily. His happy spot is Frosty's. He just cannot allow her to walk away from his life in such a miserable and rejected state.

Namjoon: I'm so sorry about the last night's Frosty. Forgive me if I unintentionally hurt you. I only wanted to keep you safe. You'll understand what I mean afterward.

He waited a few moments before exhaling a breath of relief as he saw her typing...

Frosty: I'm sorry as well, Joon. Perhaps you are right. I should keep my distance from you. I'm a threat to both myself and you. Maybe it's true what they say about me behind my back-being a white witch... just forget about the ridiculous bucket list and just enjoy your well-ordered life.

Namjoon shook her head and squeezed his lips together in an affectionate grin.

Namjoon: You are not a white witch, Frosty. I apologize for causing you pain. I'd like to see you tomorrow, and I won't forget about the bucket list. We're completing it together.

Frosty: Are you still interested in seeing me after my scandalous behavior?

Namjoon: Yes. Are you up for it?

Frosty: Oh, and I'll try to be on my best behavior tomorrow.

Namjoon laughed as he read her text. Frosty, on her best behavior please, That remains to be seen. He enjoys spending time with her. She is his sunshine and stress reliever, like a pleasant wind. he realizes this sounds selfish, but he wants to keep her near him for as long as possible.

Namjoon: I'll meet you at Kwon Petals at 10:00 a.m. Prepare yourself. We'll strive to complete six of the items on our list.

Frosty: Yay! Don't forget to bring your list...

Namjoon's Bangtan brothers could sense that he is either oblivious or battling his feelings for the flower child. It felt as if the winds of change had rattled his tree's roots, and his heart was fluttering like flower petals all around.

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A/n: Namjoon is whipped for Frosty.

I hope you like this late update.

Thank you for all your support thus far. The read, comments, and votes.

1. Will Namjoon come to realize his feelings for Frosty?

2. Must he tell her about his upcoming relationship with Shan or keep Frosty in the dark?

3. Will Frosty be able to handle it if she knew about the arranged marriage?