jenna

i stood outside, staring at the drink in my hand.

the ice in it had melted a long time ago and it was still full. i had only one other drink tonight and it gave me a small buzz, but i had hit my friends weed pen one to many.

my mouth was dry but i wasn't thirsty. well, not for any alcohol.

the entire bar was outside with dim string lights all around. it was a cute environment and pretty comfortable for a bar.

i told my friends i needed to go to my car for something but i couldn't remember what.

i was standing across the street at one of the bar entrances, staring at my car.

i was not gonna be able to drive tonight.

shit.

i felt my phone buzz in my pocket and pulled it out.

kaylee, my best friend sent me a picture.

it was of her and her sister posing for a picture with the comedian, matt rife.

it was kaya's birthday. she was obsessed with matt ever since he got his glow up. and being the great sister that she is, kaylee got the two of them tickets.

i wish i could have gone but they were expensive as hell and not that many left.

besides, it wasn't my birthday.

i kept staring at the picture.

matt's blue eyes seemed to gaze at me through the screen.

i almost cried staring at his bright white teeth and plump lips. a couple locks of his messy brown hair fell on his forehead.

it was so hard to believe that a man like this actually existed. that he was real.

it was hard to believe that kaylee and kaya could stand so close to him.

that anyone could reach out their hand and touch him.

i almost didn't believe it.

i saw a table and chairs out of the corner of my eye and decided to go sit down.

i didn't look up from my phone.

i turned slightly and took a step forward, right into someone.

the hand that was holding my drink hit their shoulder, causing me to drop the cup.

the cup hit the ground and the liquid splashed on the concrete.

i stared at it before i realized it had fallen.

"oh shit. i'm sorry." it was a guy.

i was still staring at the cup on the ground.

"eh. it's alright. maybe it's the world trying to tell me that i-" i stop when i looked up at the guy.

his lips pulled to the side and he furrowed his eyebrows, like he was trying to give a confused smile.

i looked back down at the picture on my phone then back up at him.

then my phone, then him. my phone. him.

him.

"holy shit!" i shouted.

i quickly looked around me and around him to make sure there wasn't anyone that could come and say they were also a fan.

"you okay?" he leaned his head down slightly.

"you're fucking matt rife." i hissed.

he gave a small laugh.

"yeah. are you okay?" he whispered at me this time.

oh. he probably though i was drunk out of my mind.

i shook my head and ran a hand through my hair.

"yeah, no. i'm sorry. i'm okay. my bad."

he chuckled and picked up the cup at my feet. surprisingly, the drink hadn't splashed on us.

"you know, i was gonna offer to buy you another, but i'm not sure if that's what you need."

"yeah, probably not. i'm not drunk i swear." he cocked an eyebrow at me.

"no, i swear. that was my second drink of the night and i didn't touch it. i'm just high as shit." i sighed.

"ah. i get that."

"you know, if you really want to make it up to me, you can take me to cvs and buy me tylenol because, shockingly, i'm out."

he was tapping the cup on his other hand and then pointed it at me.

"deal."

lilys words

HEYYY

first chapter:))

i hope you enjoyed this bc i sure did

i know it's a little fast but that the way i like it ahah

new chapter coming soon!!

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