🍒·˚ ༘ ┊͙CHAPTER 004 !  ˊˎ
infrunami
( real life )

༄✧ *:･ CHRIS
i was mostly annoyed. one because matt woke us up at 4am with our bags packed saying we had something in la

he then called estella to meet us at the airport. which shocked me and slightly annoyed me even more.

i had hung out with her the day before and needed an estella break.

so here we all were, noon and arriving to the house in la.

"what are we even here for?" nick complained, throwing himself on the couch "we have a show tonight, like we were sent tickets for a concert" matt said, a sly smirk on his face. what did he do

he hadn't revealed any details at all. "whose?" estella asked sitting next to nicks body

"no clue, they were just sent to me, and they were mandatory" he said smiling

"what time do we have to be there?" i asked, yawning and laying on the other sofa, my eyes closing in impact "in about 4 hours"

sleep took over instantly as soon as he said those words "great, wake me up in 2"

laughs echoed out as 1 fell asleep.

2 hours later.

"are you for real? she's gonna kill you" nick said as matt shook me awake

"time to wake up now chrisy" "shut the fuck up" i groaned, rolling over into my blanket once again

"fine, be late like always"

"your just so aggressive when waking me uppp, be gentle"

"that was me being gentle, dick"

suddenly nick began playing music. her music.

the intro of better distractions began playing as i slowly came to, the music filling our ears

"don't tell me.." i said sitting up, the pieces connecting in my head

"tell you what?" matt asked, a clear smile on his face to give me all the information i needed

the concert was hers. her concert. here. In la.

"go get ready" nick yelled "i hate being late for shit!"

somewhere deep in my brain the part that thought of vivienne began working again. the gears began moving and the books flipped back to simpler times when we were in love

now here i was, feeling like a kid picking out an outfit for his first date again. it was a date, with estella and my brothers to viviennes concert.

i finally decided what i was going to wear when estella walked in "hey did you know your ex is performing tonight?" she said, wrapping her arms around my torso as she watched my reflection in the mirror

"you look good" she complimented "you look good too" i smiled, lowering my head to kiss her

i guess she hadn't put together that it was my ex that we were gonna see. live. in an hour.

vivienne hadn't left my mind since the day i saw her. terrified of a book outside of the restaurant we considered our place.

she was so different, and i didn't know how to feel since, i didn't think i changed at all. i'm sure i was the same guy from 2 years ago, just with a new girl

estella played with my arm as i fixed my hair, that was another thing.

ever since we saw vivienne, my hairs been acting up. it won't stay down.

stop. i mentally told myself

she isn't your girlfriend, she hasn't been for 2 years.

an hour later we were on our way to the venue, and the closer we got; the more people there were.

streets of people in her merch, with dark eyeliner and dainty dresses with heavy big boots

screams and cheers as we entered and even some girls saying

"is this a fucking joke?" no. god how i wish it was though.

people knew who we were. who I was.

"this has to be a joke.. right? she sent you guys and me tickets?" estella asked as we walked in, standing uncomfortably in the center of the venue

"yep! she sent them yesterday, and i wanted to see her again" matt said, a rude tone hinting at his voice as nick and him walked to find our seats

"this is fucking weird.. why is it saying my tickets on the balcony" estella said pointing at her ticket seat

matt, nick and i all were seated in 'special ground 2,3, and 4. While stella's read 'Balcony row 7, seat 19'

"why are we even here? did that bitch sit us apart on purpose?" she asked "come on, let's just leave"

"I mean we are already here, why leave? besides its not like we have anything else to do. if we made the trip might as well stay and watch the show"

"but baby i"

"stella come on, lets just watch the concert, its not wrong to enjoy music" nick smiled and pulled my arm away from her slightly

then more screams, and cheering as they walked in.

viviennes best friends in the entire world

sabrina, madison, olivia and dylan.

dylans heavy side eye while the others laughed and waved to people

they were sitting in the same section as us, no doubt.

nick followed behind them, dabbing us up as he followed behind madison

estella sighed and kissed my cheek "im gonna go get something from the bar, you want something?" i shook my head as more fans passed us to get merch or find their seats

the venue was packed. full of people of all ages.

finally i took my seat with nick and natt "did she really send them to you?" i asked

"yeah, she dmd me and everything, It was weird but come on, free concert and it's viv, we can miss her too"

i guess i had also forgotten that after our breakup matt and nick lost Vivienne too

her band was right in front of us, beginning to set up. estella then texted me

Stella

did u go find ur seats already?

yeah baby sorry

should i try and sneak down w yall

i don't know stella, what if they kick u out

i mean i have a key worst case they kick
me out and i go back to the house

u have a key?

yeah??
fuck.
they literally walked me to my seat
i see u

i stared up at the balconies searching for her, she was waving and smiling at me. She looked beautiful, and my mind straightened out again, i was with stella, not vivienne. i shouldnt have to remind myself of it so often.

music began playing as a sign the concert was about to start soon. as i expected the four girls and nick walked in to the small section and found their seats in front of us

"i'm so excited for her, she's going to do so good" olivia said, smiling and clapping her hands together

sabrina nodded and sang along to the song playing above us

of course it had to be this song.

girl, your the one
i want, your the
one i need.

i'm beggin you
please can you
come back to
me

cause i was blind
to see, that you were
right infrunami

nick side eyed me "can you stop staring? jesus, i can feel your eyes dude" i said, throwing my head back "just.. wondering how you are feeling. since you are right in front of me"

he knew what the song meant to me

i slapped his arm, resulting in a harder one in return, "guys, stop" matt seized our argument and proceeded to stare at the stage, waiting for her to come out

the lights dimmed, from a darkness she walked out, and a big white light flashed on her. there she was.

madison screamed , cupping her hands over her mouth. "oh shit!! that's my bitch!" dylan yelled

"i fucking love you!!" sabrina screamed "your so hot!" Olivia.

i chuckled and stared at her, were they wrong though?

her hair was tucked behind her ears as she held up the mic to her face, thousands of screams erupted out of the mouths of these people

a smile was planted on her face as she scanned the crowd, giving small waves to her friends before we made eye contact

her pianist picked up a violin and began playing it. Filling the venue with the melody as the crowd quieted down

she smiled and looked back up to her fans

money is the
anthem of
success, so
before we go
out what's your
address?

i was so fucked. my heart began racing, she began dancing and smiling so big, I started to doubt if she was real.

i'm your
national
anthem, god
your so
handsome, take
me to the
hamptons
bugatti, veyron

dylan glanced at me. she knew I was hooked. and then it hit me.

I never really stopped loving vivienne, before I started to love estella.

my eyes didnt leave her the rest of the concert.