I felt the granular material of sand getting in between the gap of my toes and the ground, giving that cosy warmth of it. It grasped the heat of the sun in it.

I heard the waves colliding with each other, turning it to a lullaby that perfectly fitted the pacific tune of the breeze that brought utmost pleasure to me. I inhaled deeply, getting pleased by the briny taste of the wind that carried the tiny salty cubes.

"It's the beach isn't it?"

"Yes, our house is next to the beach,hidden from the outside world so no one can guess that we are living here," I felt him respiring the salty breeze. I could feel he was beaming. I smiled, I somehow feel that he loves this place,

"Do you like the beach?"

My hand was tangled with his.

"A lot, I used to visit the beach once a week with my mother when I was younger," That was the first time I heard him talking about his family. He never opened up to me about his past. I wrapped my hands around his arm, clinging to him as we walked.

Jungkook made me sit on a log with him. I felt him sitting right next to me. Should I ask him about his family? Or shall I wait till he tells me?

"I used to play by the river too. A lot actually, Sometimes I even get grounded because I was late to come back home," I softly chuckled, recalling the way how I used to sneek inside the room, not wanting to get caught to my mom. I exhaled some air as I brought back those memories back. They will never come back to life again, my family is long gone. It was a silent between us as I acquiesced the vivid evocations of my childhood.

Jungkook talked to me in a serene voice,  "Why aren't you asking about it?" He softly asked. He's asking about his story. I don't want him to suffer by hurting the scars in his heart again

I took his big hand in between my small ones and leaned my head on his shoulder, feeling so calm from inside. His warmth was comfy, homley and secured. I smiled,

"I'm waiting for you to tell me your self"

I wish I could stay with him as a normal girl. A normal girl with a happy life. But happiness was somewhere far away. My soul kept trying to find the spark of light in the world that was immersed in dark.

"Is it beautiful? Is the sunset beautiful?"

I tried not to cry, swallowing hard, concealing the misery I was feeling. I sniffed and closed my opened eyes.  Even I had a messy life, I still could comfort myself by seeing the wonderful creations of mother earth. It pleased my eyes and managed to ease my grief somewhat.

Now that's also gone.

"It's really beautiful," his voice was quiet yet euphonious. I mellowed by the soft tone of his melodic voice.

"Tell me how it's like...I want to know all of it. I need to see it from your eyes."

I felt the warm rays of the sun hitting my face. That warmth and the taste of the grain of salt mixed together was bringing me amount of exuberance. The wind kept hitting my face,

But it doesn't bother me, I like it,

"The sky is coloured with shades of orange, pink, purple and blue. The ocean water is reflecting the sun with all those shades of the sky,"

I tried to imagine the picture he's giving. He was painting my monochromatic world with the colours of his vocals.

"The sun is already immersed in the sea, the waves keep making those milky forms when they are hitting the shoreline, oh look, they are fighting with each other," he chuckled, "Just like we did back then," he breathed to me.

I smiled widely recalling the memories we had together.

"I can hear them fighting, It's so musical, they aren't bickering like we did," I softly chuckled as a small tear drop streamed down from the corner of my eyes. I couldn't help it, I missed the time we spent together like that. He gently placed his head on mine as his hand went around my waist.

"Tell me more," I said, taking his long fingers to mine. He continued,

"I can see one star up there in the sky, it's dancing in the sky. The moon is already coming up from the east making its way to the west. It's like a painting, a beautiful painting drawn by a talented artist," he was the artist who add painted the darkness I saw from my eyes.

It's not dark anymore, It's colourful, it's lot colourful what I see from his eyes,

"It's truly beautiful,"

I didn't feel lonely in my world anymore because it was so beautiful. I imagined everything he said.  We stayed there for a long time, listening to the ocean is like meditation. My messed up mind is calm and peaceful from the therapy.

I'm ready to face the future now.

"Jungkook,"

"Hmm,"

"I'm ready to go now, let's go," I stood up. It's the right time to stand up and face the world again.

The breeze of the night is getting colder. I no longer feel the warmth of the sun.

We slowly walked to the house. Because of my blindness, it took us lot of time to walk. Even Jungkook offered to carry me back, seeing the trouble I was going through, I wanted to walk cause I needed to learn how to do it alone. He acquiesced and clasped my arm, making me walk forward.

"Jungkook, I don't know where to start. It's so complicated," I sighed as he helped me lay down on the bed. He covered me from the soft blanket.

" Y/n, let's go through this, step by step. You need energy, your body is still weak, you have to rest," he sat near me.

"I'm scared"

"You are one of the strongest I ever knew. You escaped death. You gave your life. You are stronger than you think Y/n"

His voice was soft but it made me strong. It built up the confidence that kept dying inside me and opened the gates to the real world I had to  face.

"What if I mess up? What if I end up falling again?" he stroked my hair, tucking my bangs behind my ears,

"You will never walk alone"

That's a strong phrase. 

I heard him scooting towards the couch in my room after he settled me down. He had been sleeping there ever since we got here. How tired he must be, doing all this work,

I felt miserable.

He doesn't have to do this, not only for me, I have to learn to do things alone. He can't suffer like that because of me.

I sighed and closed my eyes.

There is no difference when I close them at other times. But now I was still able to see all the shades of the sky and the waves of the ocean. It didn't get erased from my mind.

I'm starting tomorrow.

I will make it right again. For the person who is most precious to me,

A short chapter guys. But bit colourful right?😅

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