i've been thinking of my chayse blanke series (very old pjo fic series... NOT a self insert😃).......... like just scenes of percy talking to chayse about how he feels he shouldnt have been born (there were a scene or 2 like dat in the second book or smth kinda startling as a rr). and chayse just becoming Seething w rage because as a child of artemis her mother has voiced several times growing up how the goddess would get rid of chayse herself if the fates didnt get in the way

and percy has always known chayse to be quick to anger so he thinks nothing of it when she starts shaking with that familiar anger, and chayse tries not to be selfish bc hes venting and shes grown as a person (idk what book this would take place in) and this convo isnt about her, but suddenly shes crying bc of the overwhelming anger and perfy doesnt know what to do (grover has been friends w her way longer and he is the empath after all) so he just hugs her and suddenly its not anger shes crying from now

bc if their parents dont want them at least they have each other. two demigods that werent meant to be in silent harmony

and then ive been thinking of the sequel series (so chayse blanke but during heroes of olympus). and since i was a kid kid ive always wanted chayse to have her own prophecy in HoO apart from the seven, and then i wanted there to be a few new oc's apart of this prophecy.

and all these new demigod oc's would be kids of gods who arent meant to have kids. so like maybe there would be a son of hera/juno (this one's the most far fetched but i could make it work) or  maybe a child of hestia, even maybe a daughter of neptune (bc thalia and nico had siblings but from the roman counterparts so i've always thought it would be cool if percy had one).

heheheheh the daughter of neptune would be RLLY angsty bc shes percy's younger half sister and i could make it so that when poseidon decided he had to leave sally he became so distraught w grief that neptune was like "man fcuk this" and took over and basically rebounded for posieodn w a random ass mortal person and never gave this accidental demigod daughter the attention or care like he did percy so the daughter kind of resents percy (i forgot how the roman/greek gods work together but idk i love angst)

idk im just rambling. there are just nights where i think of OLD OLD books and what could have become of them (ive also been thinking of serenity but i doubt anyone knows her)

thanks for listening if u did😁 gn