❝SINNERS WERE ONCE SAINTS,
EVEN SATAN WAS AN ANGEL❞

ROLE
The Christian

NAME
Anastasia Vivian Blackwood

NICKNAMES
Ana, her siblings call her ViVi or Vivian, and most of her friends tend to joking call her Romanov, mainly due to her first name of course, she's not actually some lost Russian princess, it's just because of her having the same first name. Nothing more.

AGE
16-22, depending on the roleplay

GRADE
11th grade, she's turning 17 in the winter (Highschool Roleplays)
Freshman or Sophomore in college (College Roleplays)

OCCUPATION
Part time job at a flower shop, which is ran by one of her family's close friends, which is the only reason why she's even allowed to work there anyways, since her parents know them.

If she's in college, she works at a restaurant near the apartment complex that she lives in.

BIRTHDAY
December twenty-eighth

APPEARANCE

Somehow she ended up with wavy red hair, which is fairly odd considering that no one in her family has it, but that's besides the point. Besides her strange hair color, everything else looks exactly like her mother. The sky blue eyes, the smile, everyone says that she's like a twin to her mother, just younger of course. Truthfully, she hates it, considering how much she's grown to dislike her mother especially over the years.

FACECLAIM
Abigail Cowen

CHARACTER AESTHETIC

OUTFITS
(Collages were NOT made by me)

Her parents, as she's gotten older anyways, have become more lenient on what she wears, only because she has a "good sense" of fashion, so basically she just makes sure that she doesn't wear anything too revealing when around them. If she ever IS wearing anything revealing, it likely belongs to one of her friends and she typically doesn't even bother with wearing anything like that anyways, if ONLY because of her parents caught wind of it she would be D e a d (Highschool)

She wears whatever she wants, revealing or non-revealing, as there's no one around to stop her. Her sense of fashion from highschool stayed the same, just now she's free to sometimes wear more revealing clothing (College)

LOVE INTEREST
The Loner : something about him seems really interesting to her, she doesn't know what it is. Maybe it's because he somewhat seems like a good kid, but in another way seems like he may be some trouble. It's hard to pinpoint it, and although she doesn't really know him, she knows one thing for sure. She definitely likes something about him, she just doesn't know exactly what.

PERSONALITY
Most would overall describe her as a quiet and nice girl, which is mainly true, but there's definitely some demon to her. Growing up with so overly religious, and strict, parents, she's of course been raised "right" and tends to be polite, and has manners, but trust me. If her parents aren't around, and you're being rude towards her, she has it in her to be just a mean back, like she will for real throw your own words back in your face, but of course she never does that in FRONT of her parents. As she's gotten older she's definitely become less interested in religion, and once she gets old enough to move out on her own, she definitely plans on becoming a way less involved Catholic. Yes, she doesn't plan on becoming an atheist (although sometimes it does feel tempting) but she's tired of constantly having to do things that involve the church. It's been that way her whole life and by now she just wants some change, she wants something different, because she's getting burnt out on the church and the people in it, especially since half of the people will preach it, but then don't even follow through with what they've said. Since the start of her 10th grade year she tends to lie a lot more to her parents, saying she's going to a friends just so she can go to a party, and although she isn't the most knowledgeable on music and television, she's learning a bit more about it, thanks to her friends and their intense knowledge on both topics. In the end she's nice to most, but don't step on her toes, because in response she'll step on yours, which for some reasons tends to shock most people.

BACKSTORY
Most of her life has been spent more at the church than it has at hone. Church every Sunday, and Wednesday, and Saturdays are often spent cooking meals for the church on Sunday. In the summertime, church camps and church events quite often. She has two older brothers, one that's older by a year and five months, and one that's older by four years. The oldest older brother has totally rebelled since he's moved out, and her parents now speak horribly of him, having disowned him long ago for being a "sinner" which she finds ridiculous. Her other older brother, he's just now starting to move out, but he's keeping his distance from their parents anyways. Now with only younger siblings, the burning urge to rebel once she's out of the house is stronger than ever. It feels unfair, that her brothers have gotten to leave the hell hole, but she's still there for about another year or so. Her younger siblings, who are currently 12 and 8, neither one seem to have intentions on rebelling, but she knows once they get in highschool and realize that they're missing out on a world full of possibilities, it won't be long before they can't wait to leave the house either, and she can't say that she can blame them, she's done the exact same thing.

SECRETS
•Her father. It's definitely not her "father", or her mother's husband, that's for sure. Oh no, instead it's her "father's" brother. Her step dad, which is supposedly her dad, figured this out when she was about five, since he realized the time period when her mom got pregnant, he was away on a business trip, so in other words that's like a whole family secret.

•Her sexuality. Like almost no one knows that she isn't straight, although once she moves out of the house, and out of Silver Creek, she plans on it being a bit more well known, she knows that right now her parents would probably kick her out for being a "sinner" or some nonsense.

•She was supposed to have a 3 younger sibling, a little brother, but her mother ended up giving him up for adoption, since her mother and "father" didn't have the financial stability at the time to take care of ANOTHER child.

•When she was 12, she was ice skating at the time, and she was participating in an ice skating competition, her biological father actually broke her main competitors ankle, and no, she did NOT ask for him to do that, and to this day she doesn't know why he did that, but a part of her feels like it's her fault, especially since she ended up winning the competition.

LIKES
Ice skating, spending the night at her friends house, working at the flower shop, staying up late and waking up early, baking like almost any type of sweet, when her parents are gone for the weekend, or even better when they're on vacation, the thought of moving out once she's just a bit older, getting to visit her older brother (not the oldest) on the weekends, somewhat likes school, math, rain showers, the winter time.

DISLIKES
Her parents, that's the main dislike, how people treat other people horribly for no reason at all, people using religion as an excuse for homophobia, when it's really hot, swimming, the lake because she's always paranoid about how fast the shore drops off, coffee, milk, and she's allergic to almonds.

TALENTS
Ice skating, quite well at lying straight to someone's face, baking, falling asleep in like 3 seconds if she's tired.

HOBBIES
Ice skating and baking

STRENGTHS
•Really good at comforting people
•Good at lying ( a strength for her, that's not good for others)
•Listening
•Fairly mentally strong, considering the fact that she still has somehow found it in her to not explode on her parents.

WEAKNESSES
•Really shy, like will NOT approach a stranger for the life of her.
•Not really aware of modern things, like she doesn't know much about music, or tv shows, although she's learning.
•Can't really talk about much besides her religion or ice skating, which both tends to bore people to death.
•Cannot, and will not, give like hardly ANYONE a second chance. They screw it up then they screw it up.

THEME SONGS
Devil in Me~ Halsey

Remember This ~ NF

I'll be Good ~ Jaymes Young

Wild Ones ~ Flo Rida

Moondust~ Jaymes Young

5AM~ Amber Run

Leave Me Alone~ NF

Where's my Love ~ SYML

Hearing ~ Sleeping at Last

All I want ~ Kodaline

Elastic Heart~ Sia

Life & Death~ Paul Cardall

I Found~ Amber Run

You There~ Aquilo

The Arena~ Lindsey Stirling

Burning Heart~ Svrcina

QUOTES
«I really don't care about whether you're Christian or not. Actually, a part of me hopes that you're not stuck in that web of lies»

«Okay so this weekend we're definitely lying to my parents and saying we're spending the nice at your house, then we're skipping town and going to the beach»

«I don't think I'll ever understand how this world can be so beautiful but so sinister at the same time, it just doesn't make since»

«Don't lie to me and I won't lie to you, well, hopefully»

«Never, and I mean never, let my parents hear about this, got it?»

EXTRA
•N/A

❝MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, THE
SINNER WAS YOU AFTER ALL❞