"Haha look at that freak."

"She never talks does she?"

"I've never seen her speak in class either."

I glance over to my right and see the usual group of kids talking about bad about everyone in school or more like the outcasts like myself.

The thing is that i've been the same since I graduated middle school,i'm in my second year at high school and I haven't changed. I don't have friends and don't talk that often. I only talk to this one girl who shares a class with me,her names is Hannah Baker.

Honestly i've never met a girl so chill and cool as her,we would often talk when we see each other around the halls or cafeteria. Hannah was sick today so she couldn't come to school today,besides today has been a really stormy day.

"Maybe the freak should just kill herself." I hear someone whisper behind my backs..like I haven't tried before.

I have multiple of bruises and scars reminding me of my attempts at ending my life,I try to ignore them as I try to finish my book until I feel someone staring at me,I look up and a few seats ahead I see Tony Padilla.

He gives me a small reassuring smile but I decided to glare at him and look away that's when I felt something fall onto my shoulder and head.

The cafeteria fills up with laughter at my sudden appearance,one of the jocks decided to pour me some of his milk and today's spaghetti.

Suddenly i'm having flashbacks for when I was in middle school..

*****Flashback to middle school******

"Come on, (Y/N)."

"No thanks I don't want to be seen hanging with the most arrogant guy in school."

I was pinned against the lockers once I said those words to him, "You better be careful with what you say." Tony my school bully threatened me as he held me by my collar.

I could only nod my head,seeing my terrified face placed a smile onto his lips and he slowly let go of me. I thought my torment would be over that day till he decided to place all of his school lunch on me and I could hear students laughing at me and the teachers wouldn't do a thing.

Just like Hannah Baker..

I began to cry and quickly placed my book inside my backpack and began to run down the hall..maybe I should end it all. No one would remember me in here anyway. I sat down on the floor and hugged my knees as I silently cried.

Someone placed their hand on my shoulder and I looked up to see Tony Padilla.

"What are you doing here?" I say in tears and try to get away from him.

"I'm here to help.."

"Help? Why? Are you gonna shove my head down the toilet later too? I'm sick with all of you torturing me every god damn day..you are no different!"

Tony stared at me for a second when he knelt down to my level, "Want me to help you or not?" As much as I didn't want to go with him I did,we were in the restroom as he helped me clean up and he gave me his hoodie that he had inside his locker.

"I'm sorry for the way I treated you back then at middle school,I was a selfish prick who wanted everyone to see him..but as a horrible person. I'm not that guy anymore."

"Yeah I can tell.."

"Will you forgive me?"

I looked back at Tony and smiled at him, "Okay..I forgive you Tony."

Tony smiled and wrapped his arms around me, "You know one of the reasons I bullied was cause I liked you."

I pull away and stare at him confused, "Liked me?"

"No I m-mean I still do but I had my own weird way of showing it?.."

"You are weird." I tell him and laugh a bit.

"So will you say yes if I want to take you out..right now?"

I smile and shake my head and grab his hand, "Yes. I will go out with you then." Tony's brown eyes brightened up and soon we walk out the school doors finally being friends.