Do I look like a desperate guy asking for a date?

yes, if it's only for you. I am desperate

why can't you see?

or are you doubting me?

because I am just a stranger, even an outcast to your world

it did hurts actually, but I can't blame you.

"But a friend won't hide their names"

I wish I could just tell her
I wish she knows.
I didn't ask you to be my friend though

I want you to be my lover.

I wish, I could just kidnap you now,
Build our own reality.
But I cannot

It's not right, it's not my right.
Us, we're not destinied yet I know

Sorry, for making you the queen to my guilt

~Cahaya

Cahaya placed his notebook aside, near to a picture frame of a girl with short brown hair with deep yet fascinating chocolate eyes.

"If only... I could've done better."