i broke my phone on purpose so i could get a new one and now all of my friends probably think i'm ignoring them oops.

anyway, it's taking all of the willpower in the world not to delete every single crusty chapter in this book bc it's embarrassing.

However, i'm proud of the fact that my personality changed (bc i was saying cringy embarrassing stuff) and my art has changed (bc most of the pictures here i never want to see the light of day again).

anyway, i'll put in the stuff i'm least proud of first so you can pity me 😃

i hate this. i hate it so much. i don't even know why i'm putting it in this book. i'm really just embarrassing myself further for no reason.

the only thing good about this is the flannel shirt, and even that doesn't look good if you look closely (please don't zoom in, i'm begging)

i hate this one even more than the one before it, so i didn't even finish it.

he was starting to look too much like gordon ramsey so i had to stop 😭

tbh it nauseates and embarrasses me so idk why it's still in this chapter either

maybe i'll burn it later, who knows.

here's an oil painting of my little brother, who's incredibly rude.

it looks better irl...on camera he kinda resembles a hippo but eh.

i'm being annoyingly self deprecating so i'll say that i'm actually pretty proud of this one 😌✨

this one was actually an art project that i literally took 9 hours on so yeah ✨

we had to choose a quote and naturally i chose one from a song by louis because why not

despite the really annoying unintentional wonky letters it's some of my best work in my opinion.

plus, my art teacher said it "knocked her socks off" so i definitely cried tears of joy 🤧

random portrait off of pinterest checkkkk ✨😳😻💔🔫🕺

i'm in LOVE with the ear on this it hurts 💔

okay, last but not least:

THISSS 🤰🤰🤰🤰

not to cause my own erection or anything, but this one i'm unbelievably proud of.

like, if the background wasn't so patchy, someone could think that was the actual picture i-

oh and yes, i did draw louis tomlinson for like the 9918352th time and unfortunately i'm not sorry 💔

i finished it today, and it's part of the reason why i decided to post today.

the main reason, however is because liam payne decided that he wants to be better than literally anyone else in the world and post this 😒🙄

like liam we GET IT. you're incredibly talented in all forms of art please 😖

also i'm judging him for the way he's holding his pencil

see you soon bc now i have to up my standards 💞💞💞💞