Look, life's been cray cray okay?

This book hasn't been updated cuz I had no desire to update it. Why? Because i thought it was stupid. Seriously, who likes to listen to me talk?

Anyway, Sophomore orientation is today, and I don't think I will survive. I read my entry in this book about going into my freshman year, and my attitude is opposite of that.

In my district, freshman go to the Jr. High, so this is my first "official" year in high school. I'm so terrified....

My sisters, Amanda and Zoe, are going into 7th grade, so they are at their half day orientation. (Aka: 7th Grade Day) My brother, Carl, is going to a new school (due to some complications at his other school). My orientation is at three today, so that gives me at least four hours to worry.

Wow. I can't believe I'm a sophomore... I freaking started on wattpad in between my 7th grade and 8th grade summer. That's almost two years... My gosh...

I also didn't realize that all my siblings (including me) are going to a new school, not to add my dad getting a new job. Man... Everyone but my mom is going through the change process...

I know this entry may sound boring, but I had to update. I really wanted to cuz it's actually kinda popular.

WHY GUYS?! MY LIFE SUCKS.

oh, and I am gonna be (maybe) putting up a new book soon. Mapping the Universe.

Oh yeah! I'm on a roll! *does my happy dance*

And, I can't forget to mention that I reached 510 followers today! YUS! Thank you so much guys!!!

Man.. There is so much I could mention...

I am seriously CRAVING fictional reading material. I really really REALLY want Maze Runner's sequel "The Scorch Trials". And I want Michael Vey 4 to come put already. We're already less than a month away till it's release and I'm freaking out!

AND STUPID BLOOD OF OLYMPUS IS ONLY LIKE FIFTY DAYS AWAY!!!!! UUIUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!!

Just to make the world a better place, can all of the authors of those books just release the books and/or give them to me? Please? Cuz if I don't have them soon, I may just explode.

I have some spiritual books that I could read, but I really just want to have some fictional stuff. It's like I'm addicted to it. (Well, I am)

Oh, something I want to talk about: Divergent.

Hey, this is my journal, and you're reading it, so you're gonna have to go through this.

Divergent was amazing at first. Congrats on the beginning Veronica. It's when I got deeper into book one that I started having second thoughts...

"Hmm, what is Tris's biggest fear? Oh I know! Having sex with Four!"

*death stare*

Does that really need to be mentioned? Its kinda already in the back of our brains....

But, I decided that maybe that was the worst part of the book, so I went onto the next book. Insurgent was an amazing book. I loved it! I thought that the book series was saved!

Till book three dropped into my hands.

*gives 'REALLY?!' look*

Why why why why why... WHY MRS. ROTH?! You've destroyed your books! Take out all the bad love and replace it will lovey dovey stuff like Percabeths love!

*rubs temples* my mind has been destroyed...

Sure, it's teenage stuff, but do TEENAGERS NEED TO KNOW THAT?!

NO!

*groans into pillow* why does life have to suck so badly...? Transport me to Hogwarts and leave me there. Or Camp Half-Blood for that matter!

Okay, that part is done. Congrats on surviving.

Yup, my life is pretty useless right now. I'm really trying to get my mind off of orientation... I kinda just want to roll up into a ball and cry.

*cries while tears create Niagara Falls* I DONT WANNA GROW UP!!!!