Dec. 1st, 2013

Happy December everyone! Guess what?!

I had a horrible day.

>:P

My friend left for three weeks, thanksgiving break is over and my life turned to mush.

All in about one hour.

It all started when I was texting two of my friends. One on my phone, one on wattpad. One was a girl, the other a boy (who I crush on).

I know what your thinking, Where is this going?

To trouble. That's what.

Anyway, I wrote my guy friend a message about talking to some of my friends about something.

I know... Very discriptive, but you aren't getting more.

Anyway, he mentioned about telling my friend (who has a wattpad account and who I was texting at the time he was) but then said that she already knew.

Which was true.

Cuz I told her.

I texted her and pretty much shouted,

YOU TOLD HIM?!?!?!

She was confused at first, but confessed it in the long run. We're still good, not mad or anything.

After I sorted things out, I started to hyperventilate or something like it. My body began to tremble and feel cold. My muscles started to tingle, as if I had just run a mile and my heart pounded so hard against my chest, I thought it was going to break a rib. My stomach all of a sudden started to hurt so bad, I thought I was going to puke. I grabbed my favorite blanket (which was my baby blanket) and snatched up my corn bag. I hurried upstairs and put the corn bag in the microwave. After a minute or so, I took it out. It was nice and warm.

I went back downstairs and closed the door to my room. I wrapped myself in my blanket, put the warm corn bag on my feet and laid down in front of my laptop, which was on the floor. I curled up in a ball and texted my friend. I told her about my pain and we wondered what it was. After I few minutes, the realization came to me.

I was Lovesick.

I had freaked out about my feelings, then I was enveloped in pain. Lovesick was the best solution.

My friend sent me funny pictures, but every time I laughed, it would hurt so bad. One of the pictures, I laughed so hard, I almost puked.

Yeah... Not the best day...

Now, I am really worried for my health... I'm not sure I trust myself... If that makes any sense... But yeah.

Cupid shot me in the butt and then I was in pain. It was one of the most horrible things I had to go through...

I have a question for all my readers, do you get lovesick, or was this just a once in a lifetime thing? Seriously... I don't want to be alone...

Anyway, so now, I am laying in bed at 11:05pm my time. School starts again tomorrow, and I just hope the lovesickness goes away soon...

Advice: when you don't feel well, and you don't know how it happened, seek for help. I didn't do that, and I could have seriously hurt myself.