"Im so tired." I wiped the sweat on my forehead with the sleeves of my black shirt i had my jacket off just for the job.Today was just another boring day of me cleaning around and leaving some paper work for Levi to fill in,but today i was a bit sad considering that today mark's another year of mom's death.

I wonder of Eren and Mikasa are alright mostly Eren that really did left him with a big hole in his heart.I feel so lonely here without my brothers and friends sure i have Petra here and the other guys but i dont talk to them a lot the only person i can actually socialize is with Hanji.

But she keeps on saying that she wants to experiment on me and my almost yellow eyes since she finds them "beautiful" she really creeps me out sometimes once i found her in my bedroom at night with a pair of scissors and Levi kicked her out of the room.

"I miss you...mom." "Why are you talking to yourself?" I jumped up a bit and looked at Levi who stood by the end of the room "I-i was just." I sighed in defeat and answered him "Today marks another year my mother died.Thats why ive been a bit upset." I confessed.

"Was she your real mother." I glanced over to him and shook my head "No but she did so much for me so for me she is indeed my real mother." "Tch then don't cry over someone who isnt your family." My anger began to rise up so i spoke my mind "How dare you say that! She's been more mother than my real one.She thought me everything and she's always been my role model even that when i grow up i want to be the same mother she was to me kind,sweet and generous!"

I didn't even finish cause i began to cry,come on Ryuko don't cry in front of anyone! I heard footsteps and felt a hand on my shoulder "You're right,i shouldnt have said that." I looked up and knew that Levi in his own words was apologizing.

"No that okay..im sorry i shouted at you." I smile at him warmly and he begins to walk out.That idiot i'll show him someday..just wait.Levi stopped and spoke "You gonna train or what?" I grinned and quickly got up and placed the jacket on me and follow him to the woods.

"Woohoo." I laughed and began to "kill" titans well they werent real but training is training.I huffed and landed onto the ground and saved the blades and watched Levi leaning onto a tree "How'd i do?" "Don't you ever take that ugly thing off?" He pointed to my neck and i touched the soft scarf.

"Why would i?! I love this scarf." I tried my best to not blush but failed at that "You should dump that old thing." I smiled a little,i wont ever lose this no matter what besides you are the one who gave me this.

In the distance i heard tons of people talking so i ran all the way since a certain someone left me behind "Damn you." I mutter under my breathe and i breathed in and out and saw Petra outside with the entire squad "Petra." I raise a hand and she looked over at me.

"Ryuko.Why are you panting?" She raised an eyebrow and the boys came walking behind her "I was running since Captain Levi left without saying a word." I fell down to the ground so i was sitting on my knees "Why are you guys with the gear?" I pointed at them.

"Haven't you heard? We're going to kill some titans." My eyes lit up and i caught a glance at Levi talking with Erwin and Hanji "Captain!" I walks over to him to see almost everyone getting ready "What do you want soldier?" "Is it true you guys are going off to kill some titans?" "Yeah so?" "So i want to join all of you." 

Levi's pov  (Didn't expected that right?) 

"So,i want to join all of you." This annoying girl will never learn she's so young and stupid most of the time "No way." I walk past her which is what i always do to her so i don't have to speak.She began to complain on why she can't go with us.She is pissing me off already damn her for not respecting my rules.

"Ryuko." I stopped and met her golden eyes which seemed to sparkle with excitement,her name is so beautiful i love it.Come on Rivaille stop with this crap you can't be thinking like this. "Huh?" I glare at her as she crosses her arms "You cant go and that final."

"How come i can't go i know about everything already besides i think its stupid humanity's strongest soldier won't let me go and fight some stupid titans,I bet i can kill a dozen in only seconds." She is too full of herself "Are you stupid enough to think that you're ready for battle? Don't make me laugh cadet but you're barely as strong as i am."

"Don't make me laugh cadet but you're barely as strong as i am.Come on!! I want to go and i know im ready." How dare she mimic me at first "Tch just grow up already you act like you're still a kid." Speaking of brats she stills the same as ever since i met her.same eyes and personality the same kid i feel in love with.Its incredible how much she has grown since i first saw her.

"Captain Levi we're all ready." Petra and Oluo speak at the same time "I was going to say it first." "Oh come on just stop acting like Captain Levi you're nothing like him and no one cares if you were going to say it first." I roll my eyes and mounted my horse but i felt someone grab onto my cape.

I looked over by my shoulder and saw Ryuko looking down to the ground and biting her lower lip "Captain p-please take care and....KICK SOME TITANS ASS FOR ME!" I flinched at the sudden yelling "Yeah yeah whatever." I smile a little and began to follow my squad.

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"Oh look! Its captain Levi." I hear someone from the crowd say,i glance over to a bunch of kids and saw them admiring all of us.I recognize those two those are Ryuko's brother and sister.Eren Jaeger and Mikasa Ackerman i bet they think their sister is here someone but she isnt and i dont regret leaving her on her own.I can't afford another person in my life to die like my past friends Isabele and Farlan but i promise on my life that i'll protect Ryuko from any harm.