11. Double Suicide [this isn't the end]

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After had talked with the old couple, you went to sleep. But not as fast as you expected. So many scenarios played on your head. What if Dazai finally found you? What if you couldn't have a chance anymore? What punishments will he give to you? But the terrible scenario you thought was what if he killed the couple who had helped you?

You want to forget everything that haunted your mind. But then, you heard knocking sound from the front door. You didn't know who had opened the door for the person, but you knew, something worse would be happened.

"Konbanwa~ Sorry for coming at this late night."

'No..no..no.. This voice.. It couldn't be him.'

"Can i help you, sir?" The old woman asked while looking at the person in front of her carefully.

"I just wanna ask if you saw a woman with (describe yourself). She also brought a baby." The person explained. You slowly opened your door to peek and make sure that it was him.

"I'm sorry. I dont know." The old lady answered as she closed the door quickly, but the man forced the door open. "I'm sorry?"

"Can i come in?" He asked again. "I want to talk with you." And then, he came inside the home.

'It's him..'

You closed the door slowly and began to eavesdropping. You had told them to hide everything if they saw him. To be honest you felt guilty, but maybe it's worth to try...

"I love my wife so much until i want to die if she leaves me. We have a son and it makes me feel my life is complete. I dont need anything else but them, even though my wife has mental trouble. We've checked her condition to doctor and the doctor said to me i should take care of her and never let her go outside for who knows when. Maybe until she calms down. She was really depression back then, that's why she did crazy thing...painting my name on her stomach with knife..."

'Oh.. Fck you Dazai.'

"And now i'm really worry about her. I'm afraid she lies to everyone she met about me hurting her but the truth is not. I have the prove that she really has mental trouble if you dont believe my words.." He said and showed the old man and old woman a paper.

"But sorry, sir.. I really dont know--"

The sound of a crying baby was heard. Everything would be ended quickly and you would back to the hell that you called home. You immediately picked your son on your arms then shushed him while swing him slowly.

"Do you have a baby?" Dazai asked.

"No. It's my grand daughter." They lied.

"Can i look at--"

"No. You can't. Please go home.." The old man said as he stood in front of Dazai to prevent him going too far.

"i'm so sad you two didn't believe what i said that she's crazy. But really, it will be much easier if you let me bring my wife and son home. So please... Dont make it harder..."

"No! We won't let you touch her. She can't live with her abusive husband anymore!"

"Oh? Really? My wife said that i'm an abusive husband? What a bad girl you are [F/N]... You know a bad girl deserve to be punished. So c'mon [F/N], come out and let's go home.. Or i will kill this people who had helped you!" Before you came out from bedroom, he had pointed a gun on their head.

"No, please dont kill them!" You pleaded as you cried, hugging your son who still cried. "I-i'll come home. But please... Let them go.."

"Run..." You heard the old lady mouthed it to you, yet you shook your head. "Iam okay.. It's already the time." The old man continued mouthing it to you. Your tears streaming down your face more as you shook your head again. You didn't want to be the reason they died. So you took a step forward to Dazai while hugged Daichi tightly. Slowly but surely. Dazai gripped your hand to make sure you couldn't run from him again.

"Let's end this quickly." The sound of the bullets being released by the gun deaf your ears. You couldn't hear your scream anymore as if the world was going on a slow motion at your sight. He led you exiting the home, the lifeless old woman and the lifeless old man laying there. Blood drowned their body as their smile was all you saw.

---oOo---

You stood there, looking at the white pale floor as the cold wind entered the dim room. Only because the moon was there, being the light for it. You felt cold hand touched your chin and brought your face up, and your eyes quickly met with his cold brown eyes.

"I thought you loved me.." He said sadly while you kept silent. "C'mon tell me [F/N], you love me don't you?"

You didn't answer. He frowned at you.

"What should i do to make you love me?" He asked again. "I really need your love. I'm so tired with this [F/N]. Please--"

Daichi cried again. You immediately went to check him but a hand held you back.

"I knew.. Maybe this was because of him. You love Daichi too much until you forgot your love for me. Am i right?" He gripped your wrist tightly as you struggled to make him loosened his grip.

"No. It's not like that-"

"IT'S TRUE! I know. Maybe if i kill Daichi, You will remember your love for me..."

"DONT YOU DARE TO DO THAT!" You shouted at him angrily, but he ignored you and began to walk to the crib.

"See [F/N]? You dare to scream at me like that... It just make me want to end his life quickly."

"Please Dazai san.. Please don't do it.. Don't kill him." You begged as you held his hand which had held a knife to prevent him killing your precious child. Crying was what you can do right now. "I promise, i won't run again-"

"You know, it was the same promise as before [F/N] but you broke them. I can't believe that. I'm sorry-"

"NOOOO!!!!!" You held the knife to prevent it stabbed Daichi, didn't know your hand was bleeding. "You know i-i give myself to you, right? I promise if i do something that make you angry, you can do anything to me. Just don't kill Daichi please.."



"Alright.." He finally said after three seconds, then he put Daichi back into the crib. You released the knife and looking at your blood dripping down your palm until you realize Dazai was slowly walking at you. You backed away till you sat on your bed and there was no run for you.

"Really? I can do anything to you?" He took step closer to you. "Does it mean i can kill you too?"

Your eyes widen at the sight of him holding a knife pointing at you with his crazy brown eyes. He looked more like a psycho than Dazai you knew. You were stiffened but you tried to stand up. He sat on the bed, replacing you. His hand patted his lap as if indicated you to sat on top of it. You gulped your saliva before do what he wanted.

"Answer it [F/N]. Can i kill you?" He asked while you just shook your head. "Hmm...souka.." After that, silence took over both of you as he enjoyed combing your hair with his fingers gently.

"Oh.. Look [F/N]! The moon is really beautiful.. It shines to us. I wonder if it's the right time for us to die... Together.." He told you while all you could do was the same, shook your head disagree. "I'm so tired [F/N].. Really i am. You always broke your promise and i also disappointed at you because you lied you loved me.." You sank on his chest as you felt something cold touched your spine slowly traced your back until it stopped at your nape. Your tears was wetting his clothes. "We can do suicide together.. Oh.. What its name? Oh yes..Double suicide.."

"Please dont--"

"It will be the perfect time, dont you think? Our duty now is clear after Daichi born in this world anyway. He will be the heir of my wealth and being the next mafia boss.."

"Please. Please. Don't do it. I still want to live. I still want to watch Daichi grow up much longer. A-and.. Maybe.. We can live as a happy family just like you wanted."

"Oh. You're bleeding." He said as he took a look at your palm and began to trace it with his knife. "Let me help you.." He stabbed your palm and made a cross cut while you bit your lower lip to stifle your scream. "Now, it's more beautiful. And also this is for prove that you have promise me to live as a happy family and if you lie, i'll kill you- no, i'll kill us."

"Oh,, look. Your lip is bleeding.. Let me clean it.." He continued after saw the blood on your lip. He leaned closer to meet his lips with yours. Your mouth moved in sync as if they were dancing under the moonlight. Dazai pushed your body to the bed and pinned your wrist above your head. Nothing to lose, he had dominated you. All you could do was submit him. After two or three minutes, he broke the kiss then laid beside you. Silence was all you could hear as you drove off to sleep with the warmness of his hug.


























Woah. This is the longest chapter i ever wrote xD

See ya on the next chapter~

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