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Sid ran to his room and locked the door. He was crying but no sound was coming out of his mouth. One thing he learnt in juvenile that not to disturb others by crying loudly. No one will acknowledge ur pain and if ur pain disturbs them they will inflict more pain into u. This was the unwritten rule of juvenile.

Sid felt his breathing was getting heavier. He quickly took his bag and opened the medicine kit. He took the tablets that he have to eat and gulped it down in one go. After few minutes he felt better and looked at the kit. He was running out of the medicines.

He was thinking to restock the medicines before leaving Delhi but considering about the upcoming winter in new york he opted out to buy clothes. He can't afford to let his brothers see his scars. By the way they dont care.

Sid: i have to look for a job before this tablets run out....he said to himself and was glad that his brother gave him permission to whatever he wants till he lives here. After that sid will have to go back and continue his life there in Delhi. He didn't knew why he wanted to go back when Avinash said about living here till his birthday. He didn't feel this is his place.

His thoughts slowly went to the words when his brothers told him to stay away from their mothers room. Their mother not his mother, they meant it clearly. Then he remembered Avinash called him Siddharth...his tears increased when he remembered an incident happened back then...

Sid was 4 years old and he just started his pre school. He was so happy to go the school like his brothers. Sid loved to do everything his brothers do. He will exactly copy them. And sid loved to study. He learnt the alphabets with more interest.

He now knew all the alphabets and he always used to sing A- Z in a song emphasizing the pronunciation sound. And our little prince didn't take a lot of time to understand that all his brothers names started with A and his name was with S. He didnt liked it. He was showing his anger by not having his dinner.

Shwetha: sid...baccha...come on...dhekh...it ur fav dhal chawal...

Sid: nahi khalunga main...me gussa hu sab par....

( I will not eat...i am angry on all of u)...

Ani: par kyu...
( But why...)

Sid pouted looking away. Soon all his brothers surrounded him to make him eat but he was not

Shwetha: bacha...kya hua mera bacche ko...
(What happened to my baby...)

Sid: mujhe mera naam nahi pasand mumma...he said making the others confused.
( I don't like my name mumma...)

Swetha: why bacha...

Sid: bhaiya bhaiyu dada daddhu...sabko naam A mein start hoga par mera naam S mein...mujhe ko mera naam bhi A mein chahiye...
( Bhaiya, bhaiyu, dada, daddhu...all of their names starts with A and mine is S..i want my name too to start with A..)

Shwetha looked at him and a small smile lingered her face.

Shwetha: par Siddhu...tumarah naam dheko...siddharth...kitne achi hai...haina Ani...
( But siddhu ...see ur name...siddharth...how nice it is....)

Ani: ha sid...mumma sahi keh raha hi...
( Yes sid...mom is telling right...)

Sid: nahi nahi nahi...Mera naam bhi A mein change karlo aab...
( No no no....u change my name also with A now....)

Avi who was watching everything looked at the plate his mom was holding. He took it from her and took Sid on his lap.

Avi: siddhu...

Sid looked at him with tears filling eyes.

Avi: arey...ro maat baccha...koi nahi bulaega tumne Siddharth...
( Baby....don't cry...no one will call siddharth....)

Sid: phir...
(Then ..)

Avi:phir...sab ko tumne Ashu kahega...
(Then....everyone will call u Ashu....)

Sid: Ashu....

Avi: haa...u only wanted ur name starting with A na...

Sid nodded in yes...

Avi: so from now...hum sab sidhu ko Ashu kahega...ok...
( So from now ...we will call him Ashu....ok...)

Others nodded in ok and sid looked at his mom. She also nodded in ok with a smile making sid jumping from Avinash's lap in happiness.

Sid: Mera naam bhi A mein hey.. ab aap mujhe aashu hee kahenge na..
(Yaayyy...my name also starts A now...u all will me Ashu only na....)

Everyone nodded.

Sid: all the time...

Avinash: haa baba....all the time...he said taking him again on his laps and started feeding him. Sid also started eating happily as he got his new nick name.

Sid smiled sadly still his tears flowing down thinking about the incident when his bhaiya gave him the name and promised him to call him with that name forever. But now hearing Siddharth from his mouth made him to cry more.

On the other side not knowing what they have done to their youngest one they were drowned in some discussions about the company. Anirudh was also one of the directors of the company but he gave the full responsibilty to Avinash as he wanted to concentrate on his doctor carrier. But still both the brothers will sit and discuss in some of the important deals and things about the company.

Even if they were discussing about the business both of their mind was somewhere else...especially Anirudh was looking so lost... Avinash saw him and put the file down and took a deep breath...they should have talked about it before but the time was not on their favour...

Avi: Ani...he called him softly. Gone the person who was coldly speaking to sid a few minutes before. This was the real Avinash which is only reserved for his brothers and loved ones but unfortunately the youngest one couldn't make it to the loved ones list of Avinash.

Ani: yeah...

Avi: why are u looking so lost Ani...what are u thinking about...

Ani: about him...siddharth...

Avinash closed his eyes as his anger rose suddenly...but he composed himself

Avi: what about him...

Ani: i don't know Avi...but i feel like i have met him before...

Avi: what...but how is that possible...he was in juvenile...

Ani: i too know that yaar...but brain is giving me some signals that i have met him before...

Avi: Ani...u are nephrologist....do u remember....

Ani: not funny...i am just trying to convey my feeling about him man...i really feel like met him before...but i couldn't figure when and where...

Avi: anyway get that thing out of ur mind Ani...what i said to him is absolutely true...he is going to be with us only for next 8 months...after that he is out of our lives....

Both of them felt a sting in their heart when they heard the words. Avinash didn't knew why he felt like he was doing a huge mistake of his life and Anirudh also felt like he is not seeing what has to be seen...

Ani: yeah...but Avi u said he can do whatever he want...he can't go out without security...we cant risk our business and reputation...

Avi: may be u are right...but what can I do...should i lock him in the house...

Ani: arey no yaar...just...i want thinking to join him in the same college where Addu and Abhi is going...we can have him in check all the time....i don't want him to go around picking troubles....

Avi: yeah that's right...i don't know what things and all he have learnt from the juvenile...but we have to talk  to Addu and Abhi about this first....i don't think Addu is ok with him being here...i could he was so angry at the dinner....

Ani: yeah...i too observed him..he was glaring at siddharth from every now and then...we will talk to them tomorrow...what about a evening brothers party...my treat...

Avi: ok but be ready to spend all ur money in the gaming zone...u know about them...

Ani: haha ...i will make sure to steal ur wallet before entering the gaming zone....

Avi: do u think i will carry my wallet after u confessed ur plan and also u said it is ur treat...

Ani: whatever....who will stop us after knowing who we are...man we are Avinash Varma's brothers...and u think they will stop for money...

Avi: no one can win u...now let's get back to the work shall we....he asked and anirudh smiled and they got back to work.

In Addu and Abhi's  they were playing their vedio games. Addu was winning in the race but Abhi was thinking some other thing. Aadvik saw him and paused the game.

Addu: Abhi...he gently touched him

Abhi: huh...what..he asked coming out of his thoughts...

Addu: where are u lost...u are not into the game today....

Abhi sighed and put the controller in its place. He knew if he talk about what he was thinking Aadvik will get angry and he didn't wanted to have fight now. He looked at watch and it was past 12.

Abhi: it's getting late Addu...let's sleep...

Addu:huh...but we started now only...

Abhi whacked him on his head when aadvik rubbed his head and pouted.

Abhi: look at the time babe...if bhaiya comes to know think what will happen....u do remember his warning right....i don't want to get grounded and to miss my internship....do u want miss ur football match...

Addu: what no no no...he said wide ing his eyes in shock remembering Avinash's warning...and Avinash doesn't give empty treats...if he says he will stop Aadvik from playing his next match he will do it for sure...

Addu: ok..i am going to sleep..good night...

Abhi: i am also going good night....he said and stood up to go to his room.

Addu: arey...where are u going ..sleep here today na...please...he asked with his puppy eyes...among the four Aadvik was the one who is more childish and was pampered by them most. First he didn't wanted Sid to come back as he will be the youngest and his place of being youngest will replaced. But he replaced that feeling with hatred as sid was the reason they lost their mother...their only family...so he didn't wanted Abhi to go to him at any cost...

Abhi knew what was going on in Addus mind. But he didn't showed anything and smiled at him. He silently layed down beside him and both drifted to sleep snuggling to each other. Other side Avinash and Anirudh also went to their room calling off their day and fell into deep slumber not knowing an innocent soul which was yearning for love and security which he never had from last 7 years sleeping restless fighting his own demons...

To be continued.....