The next morning I woke up and I looked over to my night stand seeing, a cup of water and some medicine labeled, Eat me and Drink me, I stopped and looked around for second and realized that I was having a hangover and I took the medicine and drank the cup of water. I looked next to me and seen that JJ wasn't there, I grabbed my phone to send him a message but he sent me one instead;

JJ: Hey Princess, I know that you must be very confused, but I left this morning because John B needed me at the house, Make sure you take it slow today, You were pretty drunk last night, I love you, Ill see you later today

I left him on opened and I got up and went into the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth, then went downstairs and for once didn't see Rafe and Topper on the couch playing video games, I went into the kitchen but no one was there either, so I went outside and still didn't see anyone. "Mom? Topper? Anyone? Hello!" I shouted from outside walking into the house. There was no answer but I heard someone walking around the house and I followed the sound and when I turned the corner, It was my dad, I could tell that he was drunk off his ass.

I got flashbacks of what happened back in LA the last time he was drunk, I backed away from him as he was coming closer to me, I kept backing away until I couldn't and then he grabbed my arm and threw me across the room and I hit the side of my hip on the counter causing me to fall down and cut myself. My dad walked towards me and grabs me by legs dragging me towards him and he picked me up and pinned me against the counter, trying to do things to me, I couldn't escape his grip and he was trying to Rape me again, I was crying and I couldn't really see because my vision was blurry, I reached for something, and I was able to get ahold of a knife that was in the sink and i stabbed him in his leg, then I stabbed him in his hip causing him to let me go, I left him on the ground and dropped the knife and ran out the house, with blood on my new top from  when I feel and cut the side of my hip. I ran all the way to John B's house cause I knew that's where JJ was staying and by the time I got there, My feet were all cut up and I still had blood oozing out of my hip.

JJ and John B had seen me from inside the trailer and came running outside to help me and asking me a bunch of questions about what happened. They took me inside and helped me clean myself up and I explained to them what happened. They were in shock of what happened and didn't say anything back. I looked at them both and said "Please say something, did I do the right thing, did I not?" Looking concerning and in fear. "No no no, Ellie, you did the right thing It was self defense, you had every right." JJ said reassuring me. "Yeah you did the right thing, but knowing your mom and pretty much all the kooks, you can't go back home because there will be people looking for you." John B said. We all finished talking and I was gonna stay with JJ and John B, until we leave to go find the gold. 

Me and JJ went into his room and we sat on his bed. He looked at me, "Are you okay, like did he" JJ said. "I'll be okay but he didn't do it, I took action before he did" I said to him. The tension between us began to rise and next thing I knew we were making out and taking off our clothes. He laid me down and started kissing down my neck, down to my boobs, leaving marks on my stomach and boobs, he looks up at me for permission to go any further and I nod my head yes. He takes off my underwear and starts to eat me out, I run my fingers through his hair while moaning, he continues and I continue, He then begins to kiss back up my body and to my lips kissing me, he pulls away from the kiss and takes off his shorts and boxers and grabs a condom out of his drawer and opens it and puts it on slipping inside me slowly. I lock eyes with him and give him a nod and he begins to thrust in and out of me going fast and deep. I'm a moaning mess, "Oh JJ, oh fuck, faster" I said to him enjoying the pleasure. "As you wish princess" He said going faster and deeper than ever. 

*AFTER A COUPLE HOURS*

JJ and I finished and We decided to go to popes dads cookout to get some food. We got the food and began eating. We got a message from John B, saying that we were gonna go look for the gold at midnight tonight so to have everything ready for the trip and sent us a list of things we would need. I began to think about Rafe and JJ and how I had slept with both of them and none of them know about the other and started to wonder if I really was a bad person or just a teenage girl in love with two boys.