I'm in pain.
What is pain?
I'm crying.
I don't understand.
I don't feel pain.
Not anymore.
I don't feel sad.
Or depressed.
I'm not okay.
That's all I know.
But all I say is,
"I'm okay."
Please someone help me.
Come save me from myself.
I need to do something.
I need to feel something.
Anything at all.
I want to feel it.
Feel pain.
But I don't.
I don't know why.
But I'm numb.
Numb.
I hate that word.
It makes me feel weird.
It yeah.
This was more of a rant than a poem, but I'm tired.

Please.
Just.
Let.
Me.
Die.