A/N: Guys, Guys, Guys!!!! I love you all so much what have I done to receive so much love!!! And in return I wrote the next chapter earlier than expected!!! Thank you very much!!!

Same warning as usual. Bad grammars and spelling.

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Chapter 9

"Papa.. I..It hurts." Izaya heard Psyche said at Shizuo as he nuzzled his head at the crook of Shizuo's neck, sniffling slightly. Izaya can't help but to feel guilty after all it is his fault why Psyche broke his arm.

"Sshh. It's fine baby. We will go to Uncle Shinra to treat it okay." Shizuo said as he cradle Psyche carefully on his arm, looking at Tsugaru with the same concern he was giving Psyche. "Don't let go of my hand, Tsugaru." Shizuo said to Tsugaru who nodded at him. Izaya still following the three having a second thought if he should talk to Shizu-chan to apologize on what he did to Psyche and also deep inside him he wants to apologize on what happen ten years ago.

"Shizu-chan." He said weakly, deciding to talk to the older blond in the end. He noticed that Psyche is watching him as their eyes met, something clicked inside of Izaya. It feels like there's something.. someone completed him and he like it very much. Just thinking about it tears him up. Izaya smile weakly at Psyche but the pink eyed kid gave him a cold glare before hiding his face at Shizu-chan's neck. All the blissful feeling he's experiencing all go down the drain. Sighing, he tried to catch Shizuo again by reaching up to him. "Hey, Shizu-chan."

"Don't." Shizuo started as he turned to him. "Don't talk to me, Izaya-kun." He said as he give Izaya his calmest look. Izaya retracted his arm, feeling hurt. 'kun' he added a suffix in his name. Usuallly Shizu-chan only call him that when he's upset or angry at him.

They walk in silence with the occasional sniffle from Psyche. When they arrive at Shinra's apartment, Shizuo ring the doorbell multiple times while shouting Shinra's name.

"Coming" A cheerful voice said from inside When the door swung open it reveals Shinra whose face turn from a cheerful expression to shock when he saw who's his visitor and then to worry when Psyche whines his name.

"What happened? He asked worriedly. Shizuo walk inside, Tsugaru following beside him and Izaya behind. Shinra's eyes widen when he saw Izaya with them. Izaya turn to Shinra with pointed look.

"Shinra. You knew all along." he said pointedly as he glare at the doctor. Shinra winced at the tone Izaya used, before he could answer Shizuo called out to him again.

"Hey Shinra! What are you still doing there you need to treat Psyche." Shizuo called as he placed Psyche at the couch carefully. Tsugaru sitting down besides Psyche, looking worried like Shizuo.

"Coming" Shinra shouted back. Izaya walk with Shinra inside.

"I need an answer." Izaya said loudly for Shizuo to hear. Shizuo turned his glare to Izaya.

"Huh! What are you talking about?" Shizuo asked back. Izaya look straight to Shizuo's eyes.

"Who is Psyche?" He asked. Shizuo scoffed at him.

"My son." Shizuo said.

"Who is the father?" Izaya asked again and Shizuo frown.

"Are you blind, idiot?" He asked. "Of course me."

"And the mother?" At that Izaya noticed that Shizuo fidgeted he raised an eyebrow.

"It's none of your business." Shizuo sneered, glaring at Izaya. The two started to have a staring contest, in Shizuo's case he was glaring at Izaya.

"Okay stop that you two. Can't you see there are children here." Shinra suddenly said, sensing the tense atmosphere between the two. "Shizuo. Psyche got a fracture on his right arm and I need to put a splinter on it and I need to treat Tsugaru's wound and bruise. Will you two be civil for a moment until I'm gone?" Shinra reminded the two like a kid. Shizuo scoffed again.

"Only if Izaya-kun doesn't utter a single word." Shizuo shrugged making Izaya frown.

"I can't promise you that. Like I said I need answer." Izaya said but Shizuo turn his back to him and walk infront of Psyche to comfort him

"Uncle Shinra will put a splinter on your arm so be a good boy okay. Just remember Papa is just here waiting for you. "Shizuo said gently, petting Psyche's hair. Psyche nodded cutely at his papa. Izaya melted at the sight he wanted to be a part of that but knowing his situation with them he knew that it is still impossible to happen but that doesn't mean he will do nothing. Shinra then lead the two on his clinic room leaving the two in silence.

Izaya can't take the silence anymore so he decided to drop the bomb.

"Psyche is my son, right?" Izaya asked. Shizuo frozed at the question his eyes wide and mouth agape then his face contoured into angered.

"What the hell are you saying? Did you finally snap? Of course he's not your son. He. Is. My. Son." Shizuo said as he pressed every word.
"Shizu-chan. I'm being serious here." Izaya said.

"Well I'm being serious as well." Shizuo said back. The two get into staring contest again until Izaya sigh tiredly.

"Shizuo please I need to know the truth." Izaya said weakly. Shizuo glares intensifies.

"You want the truth? Then I'll tell you the truth. So listen here you fuckung bastard. Psyche is your son. There happy?" Shizuo said angrily, their face almost touching. Izaya was shocked at what he heard. So Psyche really is his son. He doesn't know how to feel now that he knows the truth it's a mixed feeling of happiness, because his suspicion is correct and there's no need to get jealous on some unnamed bitch that in the first place doesn't exist. Regret because for 10 years he left Shizu-chan alone to care for their child, in confusion on how it happens and in guiltyness because what if he inherits his weak heart. Oh god. Izaya panic at the thought. He doesn't want Psyche to experience what he went through.

"Shizu-chan does Psyche show some symptoms of having a weak heart?" Izaya asked. Shizuo was taken aback with Izaya's question.

"Why do you care." He asked back. Izaya clucked his tounge.

"I care because he's my son as well. Now answer me." Izaya said feeling impatient. He need to confirm it. Shizuo looks at him eyebrow furrowed in anger.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING. YOU DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO CALL PSYCHE YOUR SON." Shizuo growled and in that exact moment Shinra, Psyche and Tsugaru emerged from the other room.

"Papa?" Psyche said in confusion. "What are you saying?" Shizuo flinched and turn to look at Psyche whose now arm is on sling.

"P...Psyche?" Shizuo started. Eyes wide with fears and shock. "It's nothing don't mind us." But Izaya walk toward Psyche and kneel in front of him to match his height.

"Psyche-chan, My name is Orihara Izaya and I'm your father." Izaya said gently making Psyche frowns.

"No you're not. My Papa is Heiwajima Shizuo amd I'm a Heiwajima." Psyche said running to Shizuo to hide behind him, Tsugaru in tow. Izaya looks at the two with a hurt expression.

"Shizu-chan tell him the truth." Izaya pleaded. Shinra looks at Izaya.

"You already know?" Shinra asked. Izaya turn his glare at Shinra.

"Yes I know already. Shizu-chan already told me earlier." Izaya said surprising Shinra.

"Papa what is that mean guy talking about?" Shizuo looked at Psyche smiling wearily.

"It's nothing." Shizuo said.

"Please Shizu-chan, tell him." Izaya pleaded getting desperate.

"Shizuo-kun. Psyche has the right to know since it concern him also."Shinra said to Shizuo with all the seriousness he have. Shizuo stares at him in second thought before letting out a deep sigh, crouching infront of Psyche he caress his cheek gently.

"Psyche listen to me okay, just remember that whatever you will heard today I'm still your father and you are my son okay. You have the right to choose if you still want me as your father. I know I did bad things to you because I'm such an idiot and I regret it. I love you." Shizuo said, eyes glazing with tears. He took a deep breath again before continuing. "Psyche, Izaya is your father." Shizuo finally said. Psyche's eyes widen with shock his mouth forming an 'o'.

"Wha-" Psyche said incoherently. "No!! Papa you are my Papa. I don't want any Papa aside from you!!" He said now crying as he wrap his good arm around Shizuo's neck. Shizuo tried to soothe his son but him too is crying as well. "I don't like him! He hurt Tsu-chan and he hurt you!! I hate him!! Papa please don't give me to him." Psyche pleaded. Izaya gasps at Psyche's outburst. He understand why his own son don't want him but hearing him say that he hates him. It hurts. His heart beating painfully inside making his breathing ragged.

"Psyche. Please give me a chance." Izaya said walking to them.

"Nooooooo!!! Don't touch me!" Psyche cried harder. Shizuo growls at Izaya.

"Stop it Izaya-kun. He doesn't want it." Shizuo said as he shielded Psyche.

"Psyche already choose and he doesn't want you so don't show yourself in front of us anymore. Come on Tsugaru were leaving." And with that he walk out the door shutting it loudly. Izaya remains standing there staring at where they are standing earlier. He was shaking and gasping, clutching his chest. Shinra noticed him and asked him what's wrong.

"Izaya-kun, are you alright." Shinra frowns worriedly.

"Shi...nra.. I..I c..can't bre..athe.." He said between gasps. Shinra runs toward him, alarmingly guiding him at the couch.

"Take a deep breath Izaya." Shinra commanded worriedly. "Shit."

'I..It h..hurts.." It hurts more than it hurts when he decided to leave Shizu-chan. The rejection, the hatred and anger are all crushing him down. His newly transplanted heart constricted painfully inside him as it can't handle so much emotion. Psyche's last word echoing inside him repeatedly as his consciousness fades away.
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