Wanting to see a tumor,

Something to blame.

For this nauseous situation,

And this intergalactic pain.

I just need some hope to hold on,

Something that can be cut away.

So I don't have to feel this anymore,

So in serenity I'll stay.

Hurting through my body,

Scratching the aches and pains!

Ignoring everything that's changing,

Oblivious to the stains.

The recollection of what was,

When I could skip and jump.

I hope for a better morning,

Without this obvious lump.

Unloading my reaction,

In sound and frequency.

Maybe one day this anger will disappear,

And I'll once again be me.