I look downwards,

'I made everyone else worried.
I made troubles.-'

I gasp lightly as I saw a few flashbacks.

"You should be responsible!
You can't make anyone else troubled nor worried.
As a part of this household,
you must be able to do everything by yourself!"

I gasps a few more times,
as tears started to form.

"I'm sorry..
I'm sorry..."

I continued to mumble.
I shook my head,
and moved both of my hands to close my ears.

Ignoring the pain that shots up to my shoulder,
I curl myself.

"I'm sorry.."

I sobbed.

"Ssshhh.. It'll be fine young master."

My sobbing stops,
my time seems to stop too.

This voice,
I kind of remember it but..

'Who are you again?'

Everything turned black.
Before a void started.

"Why are you so irresponsible!?"

"You can't even take care of yourself!?"

"Are you even my daughter?"

"You're grounded,
don't give anything for this useless trash."

"Can't you just do this by yourself?
I'm busy!"

I felt like I'm being thrown away.

I saw myself,
from when I was young.
But..
is it me?

I felt like spinning around.
All the noises,
slowly becoming lower and lower.
Until it disappears.
Along with the pictures..

I wonder if that's me,
wait,
isn't it?

Whose voice was that-

I can't..

remember anything...

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1 June 2019