MADDIE POV.: After all the crazy debates in March, Mick's teammate - Nikita Mazepin, got kicked out of not only Haas, but motorsport as a whole. I'd never say it out loud, but I'm glad... While Mick tried to have polite relationship with him, Nikita was acting rude and bratty, acusating my boyfriend of beinf favourisied by the team. But in contrary, I heard many, MANY good stories about Kevin Magnussen, who replaced the hateful russian. As far as I know, Mick and him get along pretty well...
Unfortunately I could only join Mick in Barcelona, because ealier I was stuck at home in Geneva. It also meant that I haven't had the pleasure to meet Mr. "Suck my balls honey" Magnussen, but I feel mostly relaxed. I actually talked about it with Sebastian and he, as usuall, managed to calm down my nerves about everything. I'm happy that Mick and I have someone like Seb in our life...
The only thing that worries me is a fact that I get some death and rape treats lately... And I have no idea who is sending them to me over socials... It might be just awful prank, but I'm not so sure... But I don't focus on that most of the time, because of my Uni work and Mick's races are occupying my mind 24/7.

Today, meaning Friday of Spanish GP, when I walked into the paddock with my private pass around my neck, passing all the journalists, photographers and various team members from different teams, I forgot all about them.
-Maddie!- I heard familiar, joyfull voice and seconds later I was crashed in strong hug accompanied by few happy giggles.
-Nice to see you too Kat- I laughed and returned the hug, letting go of her minutes later. Just like pround girlfriend she is, Chalamet is sporting AlphaTauri team jacket, along with some comfy but still stylish clothes and sunglasses on top of her fery red hair.
For instance we fell in comfortable conversation, and soon after that, we were joined by Brynn and Isabella, who seems to be joined by the hip ever since Carlos Sainz Jr joined Ferarri.
-Hola! / Bonjour!- we greeted one another with geniue smiles and short hugs.
-How was the media day?
-Tiring- Izzy said, and the girls nodded. Then we talked about everything and nothing for a bit, laughing too. The atmosphere was light and fun, and we still had almost 2 hours to FP1. Both "Ferarri girls" had something red on them, Izzy with red t-shirt under the leather jacket, and Brynn had red bandana on her neck. I'm almost certain that the latter belongs to Charles...
-New sunnies?
-Yeah, a gift from Mick on Valentines day...- I smiled at the memory. But soon after that, my mind was swamed by all those bad comments and messages on socials, how I'm a gold digger and using Mick for fame and money, how people will find me and kill me, because I'm not good enough....
-Ey, Mad!? You ok?- Izzy spotted it right away.
-Yeah. Couldn't be better- I replied and forced a smile back on my face.
-We both know that it's not truth... What is it?
-It's about those comments and messages on socials, isn't it?- Brynn read me quicker than I thought.
-Yeah- I quit lying to them -That and those rape and death treats I get for some time now...
-The WHAT?!- Warren got angry.
-O Honey...! How long you get them? Does Mick know?- Kat swammed me with questions.
-No, he doesn't...- I diagreed with her and let her hug me again -For almost 2 months now.. It started after Nikita got kicked out...
-You have to tell him!
-No. I don't want to worry him...
-You two are just too sweet!- Isa exclaimed and shoke her head.
-Isa is right tho. You should tell him... I told Charles and we got rid of those...
-You never got the death treats tho...- Kat chiped in.
-Who gets death treats?- other voice asked, making us turn in that direction sharply.
-Seb! Kevin! Hi!- Isa said and we all greeted the guys.
-You must be Maddison Carter then...- blonde smiled at me.
-That's me. And you are...
-Kevin Magnussen. Your boy's teammate- Kat interupted me, making us both chuckle.
-Nice to finally meet you...
-My pleasure- Kevin said and gave me a short hug. It was really nice to meet him.
-It's nice, but who the hell gets death treats?!- Seb was concerned, just like I expected him to be, when he found out.
-I do- it was no use to lie to him. He'd find out anyway...
-Why didn'y you tell me? Mick...
-He doesn't know, and I want it to stay that way. I don't want to worry him...
-Maddie!- Seb sighed and continued -How far it gone?
-That far...- I said quietly and unlocked my phone, to show him the screenshots of messages and comments. Both Sebastian and Kevin read them in silence, while I fidgeted with my fingers.
-It will be alright..- girls assured me.
-I know- I agreed and looked at Seb, waiting for his reaction.
-We'll do something about it, I promise- Vettel said and gave me a strong hug, which I returned.
-I'm just scared that... That it will backlash on Mick...
-Don't be. It'll be alright- Kevin flashed me a warm smile.
-Thanks- I returned the gesture.
-Come on. We need to go to the garage.
-Bye. See y'a later- we bid goodbye's to the girls and then we took off to the Haas garage.
-You need to tell him sooner or later, y'a know?- Kevin told me calmly and squezzed my shoulder in support.
-I know. And I will, just not now..- we smiled at one another -And who is that cutie?- I spotted very sweet little girl.
-That's my daughter, Laura..
-Nice to meet you sweet girl- Laura mirrored my smile.
-And my wife, Louise...
-Maddie Carter, pleasure to meet you- we shared a small hug. To my surprise, little Laura leaped into my arms.
-She likes you- Kevin chuckled.
-Hi baby girl...- I talked to her in sweet voice.
-Can you please not give my girlfriend a baby fever, Kevin?- Mick entered the garage with laugh on his lips.
-I don't. It's all her job Mick- Magnussen joked, making us all laugh.
-Hi- he smiled at Louise and gave her a hug, and then looked at Laura and me -Hi Lulu...- he smiled at her and made a face, making little girl giggle. We talked a bit, and then the boys went to to their job, while I stayed with Louise and Laura, as we got to know each other. I especially grew fond of little Laura, and I think the emocion is mutual. I instantly felt more relaxed, than last year, with Mazepins' luring in every corner at race weekends. The whole atmosphere in the garage is warmer and lifted and I really enjoy it.
Me and Louise talked a lot, feeling that this day will do us good...
And it was! Both cars in top 10! If they keep it up, the weekend could not get any better...!
Even those bad comments and messages weren't afecting me anymore... I just lived in the moment... It's not solving the problem, but I can deal with it later... I just couldn't bring myself to care... Not when Mick did so good, and have real chances for first points in F1... 
For whole practise I had little Lulu on my lap and heard a lot of stories with Romain Grosjean and his wife Marion, including the crash in 2020... That was way more important...
And as long as I have Mick with me, I'll be just fine... I don't need anything else...
THE END

Another sweet one...
Have a nice day! / Goodnight!
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