If there really are multiple realities, I hope there's one with you

I hope there's one where you're happy, where you aren't so blue

I hope there's one where you and Ren are both still alive

I hope there's one where us mortals are blessed with your smile

I hope there's one where you're with your family

I hope there's one where you're not plagued with tragedy

I wish I could live in that reality, but I don't

I live in the reality where you're dead

I live in the reality where you're gone, and I don't know what happened to Ren

I live in the reality where it's been over a year since you committed

I live in the reality where you swallowed every last pill of your medicine

I live in the reality where you're gone

The one with your inactive account, the one where I think of you when I listen to In the stars

You're gone, just like the fictional characters whom we knew as your name, Zoe-Bianca

I never got the chance to truly know you, for us to become close, but I miss you and I'll never forget you Zianca