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Fear Landscape,
Scarlets house,

Over the first week, I really started to contemplate my situation. My "Im-actually-in-a-chair-somewhere-living-out-my-days-until-I-die" situation, that is. It just became something that irked me a lot.

I was talking to Taylor about it one day, (Matthew deciding to awkwardly just listen to our conversation. Jealousy for sure, maybe Matthew is a yandere!) and turns out he is extremely philosophical. He was talking about death as if, if you know that you're going to die, it's like knowing the next time you go to sleep, your slumber could be infinite. Ooo... Fancy.

Of course, I helpfully pointed out that you don't necessarily die with your eyes closed. He scowled at me, and I flashed him a winning smile. It wasn't like we wouldn't see each other every day at the induction type sessions with Naomi.

I also talked with Raphael about the brands, and he begrudgingly said he would ask around. Only after me bribing him, by saying I'd cook something super nice.

He doesn't have to know that I can't cook to save my life. Well, I could, it just wouldn't be any good. The last thing I tried baking was a cheesecake. It turned out to be yoghurt with a biscuit base. Maybe next time I should aim for something easier, like cookies or soup?

Another thing that happened that may be of interest, was one of these sessions with my Oh-so-loveable fountain family, as I affectionately call them.

If you couldn't tell, that was sarcasm... Anyway, Naomi asked us the one hundred dollar (or pound for us Glitzern folk, a dollar is Samei currency) question: What the frick frack snigglety snack was your fear about? Or in short, for us dirty mouthed people, what the fuck were those weird fears about?

The Fear Landscape offers wonderful soap for washing your mouth out.

She started by handily explaining that there was a primary fear, and then your secondary fears. The primary fear is the fear we were shown. It's not a normal, mundane fear like spiders and heights, it's the bigger picture.

For example, my Mum stuck in the box, got me feeling helpless and worthless, which was evidently my primary fear. You would probably be pleased to know that I do not have a phobia of my Mum getting stuck in a glass box.

Secondary fears, are the simple fears. They get let outside of the safe area of The Fear Landscape. There is a big metal fence that surrounds the outside of our safe zone, and big gates. Apparently people like Jason often went through the gates to get rid of the fears.

However, fears that could be viewed as benevolent, are spawned inside the barrier, as they could help. Like the trees and clocks... Which is kind of a wierd concept, but... what can you do?

So... You, reader, must start realizing how unevil this sounds.

Now, at this point in time, I've learnt so much about different areas from my fountain family. They are irritating as hell, but, they are helpful in their own ways.

Kind of. Daniel just sulks for most of it, but it doesn't bother Matthew and Taylor, or me who just gets to third wheel it with Naomi.

Naomi is, most likely, one of my best friends... Ever. With my Mum being such a weirdo, I only ever had one friend, Kiera, but she probably doesn't miss me that much.

She was a bit of a bitch, you know?

Still, now I have my demon friends instead! I might of been buddies with Raphael through my childhood, but it's not really something I remember, since, oh wait! Everyone's memories of The six-six-sixes were wiped!

The lab people were nice like that.

With the breaking people's minds, and all that, it's a miracle they didn't have a fan group.

I'm sorry, this is pessimism at its finest, when I am running out of things to put in this summary.

Basically, first week was cool.

And then, it got hectic... Fun.

~DreamCatz and DarkSky1910