I've been alone for almost a week now. Nobody's texted me or asked if I was ok. Everyone assumes I dropped out of school I guess. Well I may as well. I lost the love of my life. Even though I never even got to prove to her how much I loved her.

Why is this world so dark. Its a lonley shell of pain. All that surrounds you is all the pain and misery you have to suffer your whole life. But yet somewhere out there I can see a light. Somewhere far far out that. I just want to reach to it...but I can't. My world is so dark and lonely now. Nobody's talked to me in a long time...so...what's the point in staying. I won't reach the light and I won't be able to be happy so why should I stay...

I raise a gun to my head and I'm just about to pull the trigger. I close my eyes tight and.....