Jill's POV:

Over the last week I've been hearing some strange noises when the guys aren't around or are asleep, I was beginning to think that those fucking demons were definitely back. I am currently sitting on the couch watching Jane The Virgin (my new obsession), my phone chimes, I lean over to grab it but it goes flying off the end table,

"What the fuck!"

I get up and go over to where it was and squat down to pick it up, those fuckers! I unlock my cell and check my texts,

Hey babe! We're on our way home, I'm grabbing food, anything special you want my love?

Hmmm......Chicken Alfredo! Strawberries, Pineapple And pickles!

You got it babe! See you soon xoxo

Xoxoxo

I walk to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water, I go back to the living room and sit down, turning the volume up. My pregnancy craving were so weird, like at the moment I want all of what I told G to get but not all together unless it's the fruit. I pause my show and switch it to YouTube, I grab my laptop and set it up on its stand, I scroll through my songs trying to find the perfect one, I find Dead by Madison Beer,

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As it starts I begin singing,
"You could be here, but you're there
You could be anywhere and these days I don't even care no more
You only be showing me love whenever you've had too much
Whatever's been filling your cup, no more
Baby, no more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight
Yeah, tryna fuck me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
And if you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
You could be here but you're not, I give whatever you want
But you just take it and run, you run (oh run, run)
And I give you so many shots but you just drinking 'em all
You never give it a thought, oh love (yeah)
Baby, no more showing up when you're not sober (sober)
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight (alone tonight)
Yeah, tryna fuck me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
If you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why aren't you dead yet?
Be careful what you say
Say only what you mean
Mean to me then you're nice
You're nice, you're nice
It's nice to know you now
Now that it all went down
Down on your knees you cry
You cry, you cry, yeah
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? (why, why?)
And you say you can't live without me
Then why aren't you dead yet?
Why do you say that?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why, why, why, why?
Why aren't you dead yet?
Why, why, why, why?
Why
Why aren't you dead yet?."

I smile as I finish and rewatch it, I post it on my socials then pick the next song, Say It To My Face by Madison Beer,

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I begin as the song starts,

"Tell me, what's the situation?
I've been rackin' on my brain
Just want some answers if I ask you
But I know you'll never say it to my face
Say it to my face

'Cause I've been up in the night
Just tryna be honest
But you're cuttin' the corners though
Holding on close to your pride
You got a good reputation
But it's no revelation
When you've been runnin' all over town
Making a fool of me now

Tell me, tell me, tell me
Baby, what's the situation?
I've been rackin' on my brain
Just want some answers if I ask you
But I know you'll never say it to my face
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me

Tell me, what's your allegation?
You're accusing me of something
I don't wanna be mistaken
If I ask you, will you say it to my face?
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me,"

During this part the guys arrived home, they stopped talking the moment they stepped inside and heard my voice, I peek over at them as I'm singing, they are smiling and watching me, so I just don't miss a beat,

"'Cause you've been bluffin' behind
Dude, this isn't about you
You're in it just like I thought you
Can't look me straight in the eye
Too intimidated
But it's no revelation
When you've been runnin' all over town
You're making a fool of me now

Tell me, tell me, tell me
How you got me so frustrated
When you ask me to be patient
Not convicting you with nothing
I'm just asking you to say it to my face
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me

Tell me, what's your allegation
You're accusing me of something
I don't wanna be mistaken
I'm just asking you to say it to my face
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me

Tell me, what's the situation?
Make me come to your location
I'm not good with confrontation
I'm just asking you to say it to my face
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me

Tell me, what's the situation?
I've been rackin' on my brain
Just want some answers if I ask you
But I know you'll never say it to my face
Say it to my face
Tell me, tell me, tell me."

As I finished Gerald walked up to me before I could shut the camera off and picked me up spinning me around,

"That was amazing!"

He kisses me and I kiss back, then I pull away to stop the camera, I post the video to my socials and then go to the kitchen with the boys,

"Thanks babe."

The guys cooked and sent me to relax and watch my newest obsession Jane The Virgin, I sat down and watched until they came in with food, then I switched it to Z Nation, we picked up where we last left off in season 2, I start mocking the show as the subtitles play at the bottom, causing the guys to loose their shit, James falls off the couch laughing so hard and G tries to get up and falls back down from laughing so much, my phone chimes multiple times but I ignore it, since it's just my socials blowing up from my posts. My focus was on my family, I have 23 more weeks to go before the baby boy is here, we picked out Liam Gerald Gillum, it was going to fit him perfectly.