Love is same as rain...when your in the rain..you will feel the pain..when the cloud is dark..its time for your heart to break..its easy to cry in the rain,cause no one will know the pain. That's all I wrote in my notebook all day since the last day I saw Jack.It's been a four and a half years since I last saw those blue eyes,i left school,started to steal things and make a living without my parents who rejected me...

June tried to contact me a few times before giving up..it's my own fault.I always keep on pushing people away from me,when am i going to feel loved again? Jack gave me the best weeks of my life and I regret not telling him about my feelings sooner especially that special night we spent together..i'm glad that he was my first and I won't regret doing it with him but i couldn't say those three simple words.

It's November 21st..people right now are buying gifts,preparing for Thanksgiving but here i am..sitting all alone with the rain pouring over me,its been raining since I woke up and it hasn't stopped for a second. I'm glad i'm alone..

No one will love me like Jack did...

My phone started to buzz but it wasn't a call this time but a message from an unknown person. I stared at the mssage confused by who on earth sent it,it said:

Meet me at exactly 8 o'clock make sure no one follows you,

If you wanna talk come and meet me at this exact spot.

I checked the address and the spot where this person is going to be is close to the park only thing is that it's very dangerous.Who can this person be? I better forget about that there's no way it's a message from someone who knows Jack.where can he be anyways? Is he locked up in Arkham? Did he escape?

I zipped my purple hoodie and started making my way down to my small aparment room,i started helping a family who had nothing to eat or a bed to sleep in,in other words i'm almost like a female Robin Hood..I help poor people from time to time and at least that makes me happy. Since i've been dealing with depression lately i'm s-sad to say this but i've been taking drugs again.

At least this new family I have have been nice to me unlike my real one,the dark clouds filled the skies and next thing I heard was thunder.I was wearing my black converse that are all wet now..I just wanna die and never wake up,why do i feel so lonely?...

As i started to make my way fown the familiar street to my own home I was stopped by a few men who were wearing all black,loaded with guns,their faces were covered up,two of them grabbed my arms stopping me from running I was going to scream for help when I felt one of them punch me that's when i used consciousness.

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I woke up to the sound of guns firing,screams of men and things like vases and glass breaking. As quick as i could I stood up and slowly started making my way outside the door teying to not fall again. "Come on you can do this! You gotta live through this."

I checked down the halls and the screams disappeared as I made my way down the last door that read 'Exit' on top,the window next to me shattered and a guy grabbed my shoulders,he was about to slit my throat when someone hiding in the shadows shot him down. Quickly I gripped my throat and ran as fast as I could to another room.the room i entered had a few boxes with grenades,guns,knives,etc.

There was a table in the center with different types of knives and a closer nearby.I ran to the closet and hid myself in there until everything was safe,I tried my best to not breath so heavily but my heart started to beat faster when the door flew open and a single man fell to the floor with blood puring out of him.

I spotted five men holding their rifles up looking around the place if there were more enemies oh my! what if they are the enemies,anyone with a gun is. "Hey boss! The coast is clear."

"Very good fellas! That's how the job is done.I hope non of you dissapoints me the next time or you'll end up like your pal here." The man who is their boss says with a wicked laugh. I again place my hand above my mouth from making any noise but the men stare at where i'm hiding when I accidently kick the door soightly open. Fuck. I'm screwed.

"There's someone hiding in there."

The heavy footsteps came closer and grabbed my hair,threw me on the ground and lifted me up the table, I fought and bit one of the mens hand drawing blood, "You bitch!" He was about to slap me when someone placed there hand on his shoulder,he glanced back and stepped away.What I saw made me widen my eyes and my heart to beat faster than it was before.

"J-Jack?"

The man stared at my brown eyes and smiled wide and laughed afterwards, "Oh Kim! my sweet sweet girl. How i missed you~" He sang,walking around me. Jack looked a lot different then back then,his once brown hair was noe dyed a bright green color,his eyes seemed crazy,his chest was filled with different tattoos.

"I-i thought you were dead! o-or locked up in Arkham..H-how did you escape?!"

"Someone helped me escape."

"B-but Jack...I thought you were dead that's what I heard! that's why i never went back to Arkham."

"Don't lie to me girl.You believed in all of that crap and still didnt come to see me eith your own beautiful eyes." Jack reached up to my face and caressed my cheek and smiled back again.

"J-Jack-"

"Jack is DEAD!! Everyone in Gotham city along with batsy will know me as The Joker clown prince of crime!" He grinned at his guys and looked back at me, "Now that shall I do with you Kimmy? Maybe carve a smile on thoes lips,blow your brains out,kill you?"

I started to sob and began to beg him to release me.I never thought that Jack Napier the man I used to love would turn into my worst nightmare. "Well we can't just let you leave without a lesson being learned. Boys! Get the tools out of the car,i'll torture her slowly and painfully maybe even have one of her eyes."

"NO JACK PLEASE!"

He held my chin tightly and snapped at his men to leave the room,"Jack you aren't bad! let me go I heard the news that you killed Thomas and Martya Wayne but you had your reasons to do it.just please don't kill me.I still love you."

"Quiet!"

He looked back and assured that everyone left.He pushed me back onto the table and placed a belt on my mouth from screaming.He stared down at me with a different look. His hand slowly madehis way to my cheek then to my han wrapping it tightly. "I..l-love you too...I'm sorry."

I stared up at his blue eyes confused that's when I felt a pain like never before and the last thing I saw before closing my eyes was him crying.

Joker's POV

"Everything allright boss?"

"Yah! SHUT UP!"

I stared back at the girl,unconsious and not moving a bit.I had to kill them.I was going mad! Everyone in Gotham is searching for me and Batman won't stop looking.even thought i've become a heartless crazy mad men i can't help but still have these deep feelings for her. "Did you-" "Yeah she's dead."

I carried her body inside of my car and drove off leaving her to her now small home.I've been keeping my eye on her for several reasons. I kissed the top of her head and said my goodbyes for now.

********1 Year Later*******

I finished doing my kills and earned more money than usual. One year ago i decided to electrocute,Kim,so she wouldnt have anymore memories of me,she won't remember how we met or anything...I was walking down the silent,dark streets of Gotham with my men waiting in a black van. I was ready to leave until I saw from the corner of my eye some movement.The rain started to get stronger but that didn't stop me from seeing who this person is.

I gripped onto my gun in case this person is a police when I realized it's a girl.She lifted her head up and stared at my blue eyes.I stared back at her with a serious face once i saw her state,her hair was messy,her clothes all bloody and one of her eyes was bleeding badly.

"W-who are you?" Her small fragile voice asked. I laughed and kneeled down to meet her face to face and slowly touched her long hair. "My name is the Joker."

I grinned at her and she quickly closed her eyes.I lifted her shirt up a little and someone stabbed her pretty badly.I took her in and that's when I re-united with my old friend again and started to do crime together,we are the perfect couplr for Gotham! the king and queen of Gotham city....

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Finally!! Another chapter.It took me more than an hour to write and I again want to thank every single person who has kept in touch with my story and it makes me so happy to know many people like it.Also how many of you watched Doctor Strange? if you liked it then i'm thinking of making a story with my oc and also i've been considering making a story for the upcoming movie 'Fantastic Beasts and where to find them'.

If i do publish them then i'll let you all know! Oh also..What do you think of this chapter? I wanted to include more about my oc's past and how Joker still loves deep down but he had to wipe out her memories for a reason.Do you think it was okay or not?