I block almost everyone out now...
They all try to contact me but i never answer their calls or text them back.
Jimin came over today.
He said they are worried about me.
I said I'm fine.

Because i am.
I'm fucking fabulous!
My boyfriend killed himself without warning or an explanation but I'm fine!

I've taken up smoking again.
You stopped me last year but you're not here to do that anymore...
I drink a lot and stay out late, not that anyone cares.

Just shows how much of a mess i am without you...