I woke up and holly pocking my side "bitch get up you have a visitor" her words were "10 more minutes" I groaned "Mel there in your room" I opened my eyes and saw Chris "I'm up stop pocking me" I said she laughed.

"Hi" I said shyly I then remembered I had a long ass shirt on and no shorts fuck "hello" he replied I covered my legs "follow me" he said "um...can you wait outside for a sec" I said shyly blushing he nodded. Holly left to I ran to the shower and had a 10 minute one and slit of wrests then got changed into a blood on the dance floor shirt and tights.

I put some eyeliner and mascara on and put my hair in a high ponytail. I then threw a white jumper on and walked downstairs to the kitchen. "Morning" everyone said I smiled in return. I was only load in front of Holly . Holly left I frowned, "come sit" Chris said pating a spot next to him I sat.

"What do you want to eat" Jake asked "um coffees fine but I can get it" I got up and Chris pulled me into his lap "stay" he said I looked into his eyes and blushed. I looked down embarrassed I got off him and sat down Andy handed me a coffee I smiled "thanks" I replied softly "no problem Beautiful" he replied I blushed.

"What do you want to do today?" Jinxx asked I shrugged "well me and the bvb boys have to go somewhere, you OK staying here with the motionless boys?" He said I looked down scared and nodded. "Don't worry we will have fun" Ricky said.

After I had my coffee I sat on the couch and played with my fingers. "Mel where going bye" Jinxx said kissing my head the boys waved me off and the miw boys sat in the longue room. "Ok I have an idea, what about we each choose a movie to watch so 7 movies today" Josh suggested I nodded.

"Ricky can pick the first one" Ricky chose Edward scissor hands which I love. I kept bitting my lip as I was very nervous as Chris sat next to me. He must have realised as he then put his hand on the shacking leg I tensed up.

He let go I then felt something warm run down my arm I looked and I saw bright blood going through my white jumper. I got scared I held my arm close to my stomach and I started running upstairs "Melanie!" Some yelled I could hear foot steps behind me I got into my room and locked the door.

I took my jumper off and saw the blood "fuck" I screamed ad I felt a stabbing pain. "Melanie open up" it was Chris "fuck fuck fuck" I whisper yelled. "Can you open the door" he asked "um...uhhh...no" I replied I started blowing on it to try and dry it.

"Melanie are you ok, your scaring me" he said knocking on the door "um...uhh...I'm fine..ah!" I screamed as I felt pain again. "Mel I'm coming in" he said I then heard the door burst open i was sitting on my bed looking at my arm when he came in he was shocked. I quickly put my arm to my stomach "Chris I'm fine" I said.

"Mel your arm" he said I looked down "its fine I slipped" god I'm a fucken idiot you slipped fuck "I know your lying come here" he said I shock my head he took a few steps forward but I moved backwards.

He kept walking till I was back against the wall his face was inches away I gasped as he grabbed my arm. I felt tears in my eyes run down I looked down. "Mel..." He said I could tell he was going to cry "I'm sorry, I know I'm a disappointment I understand if you hate me" I whispered.

He wiped my tears from my cheeks "hey Mel look at me" he said I didn't I felt like such a disappointment. "Look" he lifted my chin with his soft boney finger. I looked into his hazel eyes "I don't hate you and you are not a disappointment" he said I nodded "let me clean you up" before I could respond he pushed me on the bed.

I giggled softly he laughed I blushed "your cute when you blush" he said I felt my cheeks get hotter. He walked to the bathroom and grabbed a towel and put water on it. He placed it on my arm I hissed and flinched.

"Sh its ok" he said "look into my eyes" he said I gave him a confused look "just do it" he said so I did. His perfect eyes were deep into to my eyes there was pain on my arm from him cleaning it but I ignored it and continued looking into his eyes.

He smiled softly which made me smile after he was done we put some stuff on it that stung like a bitch. After he was done he bandaged it up. "Thank you" I said he smiled it ok I was sitting on my bed when he got out of the bathroom he went to the door. "Wait" I said he stopped and looked at me "stay" I replied.

"Shore" he said sitting on my bed with his back against the wall "why did you do that?" He asked I looked down "I..um..uh.." I was scared could I trust him? "You can trust me" damn can this guy read my mind. "I was in the hospital cos....when I was 14 I was....kidnapped by my boyfriend" I said and looked at his face he was tense.

"He would um abuse me...rape me....do things...I don't want to talk about....after about a year the cops found me.....I became angry, depressed and scared...no one believed me but the cops and Jinxx....my parents put my in the hospital and the thing is I loved this guy and he tricked me".

I explained and I had tears running down my cheeks Chris pulled me into a hug and held me tight. "Sh it's ok I'm here know no one will hurt you again" he replied I sobbed harder into his soaked shirt. After a few minutes Chris started to night

Paralyzed by my envy of the night

I am lost without you here and outside it looks like rain

For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight

And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life

There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights

The wax will drip as so as blood,

romance is dead and all is lust.

You are the water in my lungs, we've lost it.

We are all alone.

Paralyzed by my envy of the night

I am lost without you here and outside it looks like rain

Tonight I bleed myself dry, I bleed myself dry, I bleed myself dry

And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life

There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights

The wax will drip as so as blood,

romance is dead and all is lust.

You are the water in my lungs, we've lost it....

Now

He sang which calmed me down, by the end I stopped crying. For once I felt sad like no one would ever hurt me again. He was warm his touch melted me. I slowly fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat laying down upon his chest.

(Hey guys hope you enjoyed it know you guys know Melanies secret! Can you believe that she hasn't trusted a guy since this guy will she trust Chris? sorry this is late guys everything will be back to normal next week soz I have been busy with homework and assignments please tell me what you think! - Mel)