As I started walking it started raining I sighed. There was a cafe I walked in and sat in a booth. "Hi how can I help you" the waitress said she looked nice. "Can I have an Ice coffee and a pizza slice" I asked she nodded.

I looked at my phone it was blown up with text messages and calls.

Jinxx- Mel where are you?

Vinny- Yo baby girl where r u!?

Jinxx- Mel your scaring me!

Andy- Melanie are you ok!?

Ashley- Melanie we are worried Jinxx is stressing

Jinxx- MELANIE MARIE FERGUSON!

Chris- Mel are you alright?

The last message broke my heart I sighed. I decided to reply to Vinny

Me- Yes I'm fine tell everyone, I went somewhere I won't be back for a while

I then turned off my phone and looked out the window and watches the rain pour. "Here you are" the waitress placed my drink and food in front of me I smiled. I took a bite from the slice. "So what brings you here this late?" The waitress asked "Got made fun of at the snobby restaurant down the street" I replied.

"Aw Hun I'm Maxine" she said "I'm Melanie wanna seat?" I said "Shore we close soon no one's here" she sat down. "So tell me about yourself" she said.

"Well I was a normal kid until a dumb boyfriend who hurt me physically and mentally. Then ended up in a mental hospital. Got released I live with my brother. I then met his friends he is in a band then a another band. I met the lead singer we became best friends" I sighed.

"Then sadly fell in love with him anyway I was going to tell him one day. Then as I was going to tell him his girlfriend knocked on the door he never told me he had one. On top of everything he told his girlfriend whos a bitch then we got into a fight and he said he wished I was in the mental hospital so everyone would be happy" I let out another sigh.

"Aw hun listen he doesn't know what he's missing your a beautiful, smart and amazing girl just wait" she said I smiled.

"So where do you live?" She asked "Scranton PA we came her for a vacation" I replied "I'm actually moving to Scranton" I smiled "Really" she nodded. "So tell me about you" I replied.

"Well I'm a 27 year old wemon whos husband left her and I have a new born baby" she explained. "I'm moving to Scranton next week the house is set up and everything I found myself a job I just need to find a babysitter" when she said that I smiled.

"I'm looking for a job I wouldn't mind" her face brightened. "Really!?" I nodded. "Here's my number text me when you want me to start" I handed her my number. "I've gotta go cya" I replied. "Would you like a ride back?" She asked "If you wouldn't mind".

She closed up the shop and we got into her car I gave her the directions back to the cabin. I got out and thanked her as I entered u saw everyone there and Jinxx pacing back and fourth. "MELANIE!" Before I knew it Jinxx ran to me and gave me a massive hug.

"Fuck you scared the shit out of me" he pushed himself off me. "Your a fucken idiot! I thought you were dead. For fuck sake Melanie your a stupid idiot! What's wrong with you" what he said made me upset I felt tears in my eyes.

"I wanted to get away, you heard what the girls said. They called me ugly and a slut!" I yelled back. "Who cares oh my god why are you such a fucken idiot and disappointment" as soon as he said the last word I broke.

"Mel I'm sorry" I ran upstairs with tears running down my face. I ran into the bathroom and changed into a long shirt and shorts. I looked in the mirror I'm such a fuck up.

I grabbed my blade from my makeup bag and started dragging it across my skin as I sobbed. "Melanie" I heard the the door open and a gasp I looked over and saw Chris fuck "Mel no" he tried to get the blade off me but I tried to hide it.

"Give me" he said snatching it he threw it in the toilet along with the others and flushed them. "No! Why did you do that! That was my way out" I yelled. I started hitting his chest he then grabbed my hands "Sit down" he said I shook my head "SIT DOWN" he yelled I did quickly.

He grabbed toilet paper we put it under water. He then placed it on my bloody arm. "Im-" "Don't speak" Chris cut me off I looked down.

After he cleaned me up he spoke "go lay down" he said I walked to my bed and layed down. I was still crying I wiped my face. I closed my eyes after a while I felt the bed sink and someone move close to me.

I opened my eyes and saw it was Chris "What get out what are you-"
"Sh!" He said and pulled me into his chest. "No I won't sh-" "Just go with it" he cut me off again.

He tried to pull me into his chest but I tried to push away "No I won't just go-" "Melanie darling I love you but shut the fuck up and go with it" he said. "You love me?" I asked "Yes your an amazing person " he replied.

"But what about Gaia?" I asked confused. "We are over we had a disagreement" he said I didn't fight I let him bring me into his chest. I started to cry again "Sh Sh it's ok Mel its ok, I'm sorry what I said I'm a complete asshole who doesn't deserve your friendship, or love" he said.

"I'm sorry to Chris" I replied. "Why" he said I knew exactly what he meant "I am sick of hearing people calling me a disappointment, a slut and ugly" I replied. "Your non of those things your a fantastic beautiful sexy girl" he said kissing my head. "Now go to sleep love you" he said. "Love you two".

"And the coffin necklace looks beautiful on you" he said chuckling. "Chris I can't sleep" I said. He then started singing.

Paralyzed by my envy of the night

I am lost without you here and outside it looks like rain

For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight

And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life

There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights

The wax will drip as so as blood, romance is dead and all is lust.

You are the water in my lungs, we've lost it.
We are all alone.

Paralyzed by my envy of the night

I am lost without you here and outside it looks like rain

Tonight I bleed myself dry, I bleed
myself dry, I bleed myself dry

And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life

There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights

The wax will drip as so as blood, romance is dead and all is lust.

You are the water in my lungs, we've lost it..

I slowly drifted to sleep listening to his voice.

Hope you guys like this chapter I think it's pretty
Cute, Anyway my next book will be after this one
And it will be a surprise haha xx mel