(Im terribly sorry that i havent updated i got so caught up with my other stories that i foegot about this one,this chapter may be short but ill try and update later)

Alex's pov

This has got to be the worst mistake and pain ive ever done and felt in my entire life why did i kiss Gabe back im sure everyone hates me now,when i saw Patrick's hazel eyes i saw that i did hurt him really bad.now it was about 2 in the morning and i was bawling my eyes out i just couldnt stop the years feom coming i cried like never before why did it have to be on this exact day.

I began walking down the dark lonely streets as a car came close and stopped."Alex is that you?" i know that voice i wiped my nose onto my jacket sleeve and bend down by the car window that was open."Yeah its me Branden." he nodded and spoke."Alrighty well get put your bag on the backseat and climb in." i hesitated but knew that i had nowhere else to go.i placed my bag on the backseat and climbed next to Brendon as he began to drive to his apartment.

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"Make yourself at home if you want to eat get whatever is in the fridge."Brendon said flopping down the couch."Hey wheres-" "Shes sleeping dont worry." he finished the sentence as i refered to his girlfriend."Brendon i think you should go rest." i said sitting next to a couch that was on the right side next to his.he shook his head and sat up."Listen Alex i know you messed up big time." "I know but lets talk about this later Brendon..besides your drunk." i said looking at him.

"I may be drunk but i know what im saying if i wouldve been drunk enough we wouldve crashed but here we are safe and sound..now listen well Alex i know that you did a terrible mistake to my man Patrick but you should apoligize to the poor dude after you left he told everyone to go out and he collapsed on the ground crying literally."

I stayed silent as i muffled on a small pillow Brendon sar closer and patted my back."Itll be all okay Alex as long as you figure everything out,and you need to come clean and all no joking if not ill be dissapointed." he said after leaving im sure that he did say the last part serious.Brendon and Patrick have been friends since forever way before i met them i can tell that they will both hate me to death and will never ever want to see me again.

I went inside to a random room since there were like four here i got the smallest one and went inside after locking the door i collapsed on the bed not daring to change into my pj's as i got under the blankets and started crying again and again as i couldnt stop my tears.i never wanted to lose Patrick but it was my fault and these are the consequences to my own actions,ill never forgive myself for what i did to Patrick.i tried so hard for him to notice me since we met,trying to impress him until he finally asked me out a few years later and now all that disappeared just like Patrick's feeling for me.....