Alex's pov

A month has gone by and its been crazy for the guys they were going to perform their concerts and i also had the chance to see behind the scenes of a few videos they did my favorite was of their famous song called Where Is Your Boy which i fell in love with i was with the directer talking and such and while Patrick was singing he would just look at me and wink this is to much and it was awkward. so the guys and i went christmas shopping yesterday we were going to have a christmas party at Pete's house and for New Years at Patrick's which was going to be amazing.

I sat next to the fireplace at my home as i looked at the tree that the guys brought for me we also decided to have a christmas exchange gift today the guys were gonna come so we can choose who were going to get,thats when i heard the front door open "Pete why does it always have to be you? how many times have i told you to knock this is not your house!' i told him angry "sorry but we were cold" he just said as he sat down i growled at him "so Joe do you have the papers?" Patrick asked as Joe nodded "okay whose going first?" Andy asked "how about Ladies first" Joe said as i glared at him i sighed as I took a small piece of paper from his hand and i read it in bold letters it said.....PATRICK

i tried to not smile as Pete,Andy,Patrick and Joe got theirs "okay well Alex we also came here to tell you something,Patrick tell her" Pete said "yeah right well after new years eve were going on tour" he said "thats great guys!" i said to them "but im really gonna miss you all" i said to them "dont worry we still have these days to spend it together" Andy told me "youre right" i said to them

"okay so we have to leave theres only like 4 days for christmas and we need presents so bye" they all said as they ran outside "unbelievable" i muttered as i also got up and decided to look for a present also i went outside and got inside my car and when i passed Pete's house i saw all of them talking outside "weird" i said as i turned on the radio and Calm Before the Storm came from FOB i sang along to the lyrics as i came to a nearby Walmart.

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"okay lets see" i said to myself as i went to look for some t shirts for Patrick i was planning on buying him a Teenage mutant ninja turtles shirt since he loves them who doesnt really im alos buying one for me i grabbed a shirt which was black and it had them on it "this is perfect" i said as i grabbed 2 "i need something else also" i said as i looked around the store and i went to the book section and saw some magazines and "Comics!" i yelled as i ran to them and grabbed a stack with some Mangas i brought tons of comics of batman and of TMNT for Patrick.

i walked around the store just looking for food to fill in the cart i grabbed mac n cheese,candies,bread,bacon,juice,soda,donuts, and other type of food then i decided to change my hair color i went to the makeup department i grabbed some makeup and a box of hair dye i grabbed a light brown color itll look great on me.

i was in the line as i was about to buy my things and i saw a magazine and the guys were in the cover i grabbed it as it was the last one im so lucky to know the guys.

when i was outside i saw a bunch of guys and girls talking about FOB as i saw that they had t shirts,hoodies and wristbands i heard them that they had tickets for a concert in N.Y

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i sat on my bed thinking about life how Patrick is a year older than me and the guys also but everywhere i go i just see beautiful couples knowing that ive never had a boyfriend before and i dont think ill ever have one anyway all the friends ive had well at middle school they had boyfriends and everyone in class would just tease me about it ever since i met Patrick it was love at first sight i would say every time i see him i blush,every time i talk to him i stutter and get shy but Patrick is becoming a rock star and he'll meet girls on this tour i wonder when i"ll find my boy.......