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The leaves fell to my shoulders.I picked it.It's beautiful.My fingers stroked to it.But that leaf
fall to its maze.Until a child pick it again, and run away.

Many faces passed me, but none of them seen me.I saw my classmates, my teachers, my mom and dad.

But none of them see me.

Until I saw that who is walking through the crowded lane.He was not the same boy, who I loved.His face was full of despair to something.He was searching for someone.His eyes travelled in that crowd.A saddistic grin with full of recollections passed through his mind.He was whimpering in his notions.Something was beckoning block his path of life....

My vision was lodged on him.He reluctantly moved his foot forward and crossed the gateway of the college.His gaze passed me like he searched for a virtue of love.Then he moved to me.No, I am wrong, he took his steps against me, and passed me.

His gaze was at a lake, that sun basks in lake like glitterings, that clearly depicted the dayspring.His bangs of hairs hanged to his forehead, he pulled up his sleeves, he sat down on the lawn pouring his glances at waves and swilrs of lake.

I need to hug him like old days,I let my hands at my lap and fiddled with my fingers.With confusions.I settled in my thoughts.I watched every movement of him.

His veins plopped up, like I can clearly seen the blood rushing through it.His arms limp at his sides on lawn.His steady body stayed calm.

I wish he didn't forget me, I wish he still has my memories.

The days we shared our memories are still in my heart, as you are here, it will not fade, just wait somedays, I will get into your heart once again like our old days.To kiss you, to hold your hand, To give the roses of my ocean of love that flows from heart depth deep to deep into your heart and pierce as a throne and shed blood of love that can never separate us again by anything in this world.

We used to walk here, in the banks of this lake, and felt the cool breaze that enchanted our meetings.Why God didn't allow till our end not me, till the day when you are out of my sight not me, till when your breath, stop not me, why me again every time, as you tried to save me, but my fate is this.Please accept this don't breakdown, each day by that stinging ache, forget it, accept it, please don't cry anymore and please smile.

I am still here, I didn't go anywhere, I am near you, I am beside you, I will be staying with you until your end arrives.I will not enter into your memories without your permission.So don't worry...
Jeon Jungook

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My love, this is not a my possession over you, its my eternity towards you.My end is not here, its somewhere, I need to find it.

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