Erin's pov

A new neighborhood a new town a new life thats all it took to get out of my parents home im 19 and i used to live with my mom and dad they were a bunch of assholes they used to bet me everyday when i was a little girl which is why i have trouble socialize and stuff.

this is the very first time ive gotten out of my house my mom well she never wanted a kid in the first place my dad well he blamed me for being born before i was born my mom had a baby but things happened so im an only child but they never wanted but in the end it'll be their fault.

I took out the last of the boxes out of my car and made my way inside of my new home i picked up the keys and placed them on the door i opened the door and began to place the last of the remaining boxes inside i didnt packed a lot.

of things cause i was in a hurry i moved long away from those bastards my dad was about to rape me so i kicked him and he fell unconscious so i took that my chance to run away.

i began to unpack and place the things in its place.

"there its all done i hope this goes well for me".I got up from the floor and decided to take a shower i grabbed a towel and stepped inside of the tub relaxing for a bit "i do hope i met nice people here not like the ones at my old home.

****Flashback****

There i was sitting on the swings of the school park i was about 10 at the time i began to draw lets say i used to draw weird nor normal things for a 10 year old i smiled at the sketch i drew a person with a knife filled with blood and a body in the middle of a bathroom it was normal for me to draw bloody things.

"hey looks whos here the freak who draws blood."

i quickly turned around frightened by my school bully his name was Chris he thinks hes so perfect with his dark blonde hair and those green eyes of his i tightened the grip on my notebook.

"give me that!" he yelled as he pushed me to the ground.

as he stared at the picture he smiled and told his friends to grab me they did while i screamed and tried to punch them but it was no use.  

so i started to scream louder until Chris slapped me and covered my mouth as he got out a knife he rolled up my sleeve and he began to cut my writs as i cried and cried until i lost conscious.

****End Flashback****

I cried as i jumped out of the shower and traced the scars Chris left me im such a freak i thought.

i changed into my pajamas until i heard one of the boxes fall down it scared me a bit so i knelt to pick it up until all of those drawings came out of it i picked them up and examined them one picture was me filled with blood up and down my body.

another one was the time Chris hit me and the last one was a dead kid i covered my mouth as i cried as i gripped the page crushing it yes i did something terrible in the past i killed someone.

(So hows the first chapter if you vote and comment ill update the second one and itll be longer again if you havent listened to this band do it seriously their awesome!! and be warned later in chapters itll be all blood and horror and a lot more)