Jeremy's pov

I cant take this pain inside my chest i must escape town or kill myself again? no that didnt work the last time and i have no fucking idea how i survived i did cut myself really deep so there would be no stiches if the ambulance finded me but surprise surprise! here i am still alive making other lives miserable also "Can you stop it!" i shouted as i drove almost outside of town i pulled over the car on the lonely road i was by the forest which is where i spend most of my time trying to shake things out of my mind.

'Cant you see that you need her' My demon tried to tell me as i refused like always i grunted in annoyance as i tried to open the door from the outside luckily i could open it and i took the lock out and looked at the empty room around me i found this place once when i didnt know where to bury the bodies of some people i killed "Can you stop saying things like that" i hit my head but the voices couldnt stop i wish i could just die."Oh come on J dont tell me you didnt have fun last night" i looked up and saw myself well him glaring at me as he crossed his arms and i stared at those red lifeless eyes looking straight at my soul."Shut the fuck up you had fun i didnt i never wanted to hurt Erin but i did" i looked down to the floor and began to cry a bit.

"Fuck stop whining" he shouted as he began to walk closer to me "TAKE HER NOW!" he grabbed the front of my shirt and threw me at the floor as he got on top and began to choke me as i tried to get him off of me,he smirked and just got up while walking around the room "Its no use killing you anyways..this will be a perfect spot to torture here and look we can kill her here while shes all tied up that way she cant escape" he let out a horrible frightening laugh he really has some problems or should i say i? i dont even know anymore im confused more than ever since i woke up.

**Flashback**

I stared at Elise as she slide down to the marbeled white floor leaving a nasty stain of blood on the wall from when i cracked her skull i bit my lip and slowly brought my hand up to her cheek "Elise" i whispered as i saw her lifeless body all over the floor i cried and felt a hard pound in my chest i glanced iver the bathtub and saw a hug amount of the red crimson blood all over the tub "Im such an idiot!" i cried out.Elise was the one for me now shes gone forever into a never ending sleep 'I wish i never went to talk to her outside and i wouldve cleaned the blood out the wall but i was so desperate for love'

"I finally did you a favor you should thank me for it" i looked at my reflection in the mirror and saw my demon which scared me not to mention the first time i saw him a freaked out "Thank you? you think i should thank you for what youve done to me?! youve only brought misery and pain in my life you ungrateful bastard i never wanted this!" i looked down at the sink and saw a large piece of glass "What are you doing?' he asked a bit scared now as i grabbed it and looked at my left arm "Im ending what you started!" i shouted as i grabbed the piece of glass and slid it onto my arm as i gritted my teeth from stopping my screams and cries.I looked down at it and saw a lot of blood pouring out of my arm i began to get dizzy as i slowly fell to the floor and began to remember the time i met my Elise soon ill join her and we can be together..i grabbed her hand and held onto it as i closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes and gasped as i tried to breathe i started to cough a bit of blood i wiped the little amount that i coughed but my eyes widened as i saw my left arm 'Didnt i just die?' i kept looking at it and there was no blood nor was my skin open from the large cut i did.I began to panic and began to get sick by the stench of blood around me i looked at my left and saw Elise "Wasnt i dead?" i asked myself as i got up slowly and ran over the toilet as i threw up i got up and wiped my mouth "Second round! welcome back Jeremy" my eyes widen as i saw him by the door "Wasnt i just-" "Dead? yes you were but lucky for you i brought you back from the dead" he smiled evily as his eyes brighten i back away a bit and shook my hand as i pointed at him.

"How and w-why did you bring m-me?" he rolled his eyes and grabbed me so i could stand up straight "Im a demon idiot! i can do anything..i thought you were smarter then that" i watched him walk outside the bathroom "Wait!" i shouted as i got out and looked around the hallway 'He just left again' "Hey dumbass might as well dump the body while you can" he spoke i slowly turned my head and looked at Elise i gulped a lump that got caught in my throat as i got Elise and brought her outside to the garden in which i buried her where she planted the flowers she loved the most.

**End Flashback**

"So you gonna leave me standing here like an idiot?" he mocked i gritted my teeth as i got up from the ground and stared at him as he raised an eyebrow and held a rope in his hands i sniffed and bit my lip as i made my way towards him and grabbed the rope from him as i got a chair and placed it almost in the middle of the room "This is where she'll be all tide up and shell get to you the real you" i wanted to cry my heart out but i know that there was no use for it.He began to 'help' me with a few other things he had planned to do to Erin..i can just imagine her all tight up in that chair scared,crying andtrying to scream i shook that thought off of my head.

I know i wont be able to do anything once i drive her here ans she get to see who i truly am and what ive becomed a hidious monster this monster is eating at me from the inside.now im even scared to open my mouth because theres something deep inside of me that she doesnt know about me and i dont even know if im a man or a beast anymore? but she must take a look in my eyes to see right through my disguise.

(Hello guys and im terribly sorry for not updating so i did this chapter and i hope you all like it.the last lines are from a song i know and if youd like to know it please comment and also tell me if you like where the story is going!)