[that pic is making me very stressed && angry at the same time!!]

"Steve is Hydra."

That sentence circles through your mind as you process the gut-wrenching news.

You're currently leaning against a wall in the bathroom in SHIELD, as tears start to flow freely from your eyes and you sink down to the floor in a heap of mixed thoughts and utter confusion with your head in your hands.

How could he do this to you? He was supposed to be the most trustworthy person in your life.

He was the only person you had.

And now, well now, he betrayed you and you had no words for it, except for one.

Why?

Natasha had just told you the betraying news moments ago before you completely broke down. You and her were the only people that knew and it had to stay that way, until you both could get a full grip on what you were dealing with and tell the others after you got him.

"(Y/N)? Are you okay in there?" Steve's calm voice chimed. "I've got the folder for our debriefing."

You cleared your throat cautiously as you nodded slightly to yourself, "Y-yeah, I'm fine. I'll be there in a minute." You spoke.

"Okay." He answered simply before his footsteps began to grow quieter and quieter as he descended down the hallway.

Standing up, you wiped away your fallen tears and splashed some cold water onto your face before fixing your hair and smoothening out your shirt as you walked toward the super soldier.

Your heart beat faster than usual as you tried to calm yourself down with deep breathes as you saw Steve sitting at a table with the folder in his hands and a small smile.

"Ready?" He asked, gesturing for you to sit.

You nodded your head with a smile as you took the seat beside him.

"So, we have two Hydra bases to attack in which have SHIELD agents as hostages," He paused, looking down at you. "You sure you're okay (Y/N/N)?"

You looked at the folder as you answered, "I'm fine."

His eyebrows knitted together as he dropped the folder from his hands lightly onto the glass table. "You're not. I can see it in your eyes and body language. You seem distant- you're not even looking at me and your face is pale. Tell me?" He asked, pleadingly.

"I told you already, I'm fine Steve." You urged.

Before Steve could answer, both of your phones buzzed- indicating an emergency.

"It's Fury. Hydra's attacking. Let's go." You said, clenching your jaw as you stood up and ran out of the room behind Steve.

You pulled out your gun at him as you stopped running which made him turn around and look at you with a confused look.

His eyes widened, a flash of betrayal shone through his eyes. Hm. He then spoke, "What are you doing (Y/N)? We have to go, Hydra's here. Why are you pointing that gun at me?"

"Oh please, Steve," You paused. "You're not as smart as I thought. Natasha sent out the alarm so I could find out the truth."

"What truth? (Y/N) put the gun down!" He said cautiously with his hands raised.

"You betrayed us Steve! I know your little secret, how you spend your days at SHIELD but your nights at Hydra! I'm not stupid Steve, how could I not figure this out?" You asked, your voice clear and strong with no hesitation.

He sighed and looked to the floor as he looked up at you sympathetically, "It's not what you think,"

"It's not what I think? Cut the crap Steve. It's exactly what I think. You never cared for me- for any of us. I thought I could trust you but, I guess not." The gun in your hands was still raised as you kept a safe distance with him.

"I don't want to fight you (Y/N). What we had was real. That's not a lie and never will be." He stood tall with an in-readable look on his face, but still maintaining his confident stance.

"I guess you're going to have to fight me. I'm not backing out of this one, you're a murderer who will be put away somewhere where you won't even remember the time of day, and I can promise that." You said, staring him straight in the eye.

He stared back into yours with a pleading look inwhich you ignored. "I'm sorry." You said before shooting him with an icer, instantly knocking him out.

You watched as SHIELD agents flooded around, handcuffing the ex- SHIELD agent up and taking him down to a high-security cell.

"You did the right thing." Natasha said, putting a hand on your shoulder as she gave you a sympathetic look.

"I know." You sighed, as thoughts of Steve and Hydra clouded over your thoughts.

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This was requested and I liked the idea- even though I'm still ticked at Nick Spencer for being a complete idiot and making cap a Hydra agent but yeah know.. :|

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