"You don't want to talk? Fine" I said and threw my arms around his neck and hugged him.

"But please don't cry" I said and he stood there for a few seconds without hugging me back then he wrapped his hands around me pulling me closer.

"I need to go home" he said and released himself from me shutting his eyes and pressed his thumb and index finger over his forehead.

I interlaced my fingers with his and he nodded and smiled a bit as we walked over to his car. He opened the door for me and I entered then he went over to the driver's seat sliding in next to me and started the engine.

I glanced at him and his eyes are focused on the road but he's expression is sad and there's a frown on his kissable peach lips.

I just stared at him saying nothing till we arrived at his apartment and we came down from the car.

As we walked into the room, fear enveloped me as I remembered the blood bags and Wendy's scary scared face.

"Are you okay?" Jaxon asked studying my expression.

"yeah I'm fine" I replied and he still looked sad.

"what's wrong?" I asked holding his hand in mine, he glanced at me and I nodded moving closer though I knew it was a bad idea.

"My...... My...... My mum is dead" he replied looking away and I'm left in shock for a minute.

I had only met the beautiful woman with pale green eyes Jaxon inherited once.

"how what happened to her?" I asked worried.

"I don't know but she was with Wendy when it happened and Wendy couldn't save her" he explained and I gave his hand a gentle squeeze urging him to continue although it was painful for him.

I knew how much he loved his mum and his dad died when he was little surprisingly I knew all this things about Jaxon, well I was obsessed with him a year ago.

"that's how Wendy got her scar. when Wendy said she was coming over, Maddie and I weren't exactly excited it's been two years since we last saw her but when she said she had important news, I never guessed that it would be about our mother's death" he said blinking back the tears.

I wanted to ask him what happened to her and how she died and how Wendy got the scar what the situation was but he looked so sad and I didn't want to make him explain it.

Before I knew what I was doing, I pressed my lips against his and heat radiated through my body as he opened up and kissed me back, he took my hands in his and guided it around his neck as he kissed me. His hands went into my hair, down my spine then he tugged me closer by the waist and I let out a little moan into his mouth.

He pulled me even closer and I raised my knee a bit but put it back down. noticing, he hoisted me up and my  ankles wrapped around his waist.

We shouldn't be doing this I try to tell myself but I can't pull away from the way his lips are moving wonderfully with mine and his tongue dancing and colliding with mine.

I moaned again, his hands finding the hem of my shirt and he plopped it over my head and laid me on the bed my hands and legs still tied around him then the door swinged open and Nigel walked inside.

"oh I'm sorry" Nigel said apologetically and smiling at Jaxon as he walked out of the room then Jaxon turned back to kiss me but I stopped him and stood up from beneath him this shouldn't go any further.

"what's wrong?" he asked.

"nothing I just can't do this" I said and he stared at me confused then he smiled and nodded.

I sat on the bed and he sat beside me and laid his head on my tighs.

I stare at him and his beautiful green eyes are smiling at me.