I smile,

I laugh,

I cry,

And most importantly I die inside,

Because every day,

Every moment,

The second it is gone,

I can never feel that way again,

Some people can make themselves happy,

Some people can make themselves sad,

I can do the latter,

Because when I remember the emotions I had,

At that moment, that second,

I want it back,

But I can never have it,