I wonder to myself why I never wanted to give you a second chance
Though everyday was your second chance
I had hope that maybe today
I'll be treated like an actual person
The second the doorbell rang
You vanished
The second the door handle began to jiggle
You were gone
I had to make the decisions myself because I was alone
I had to avoid windows and run up and downstairs
Hold my breath
Memorize which stairs whined like you on a bad day
The very moment my world falls apart
You simply look away as if nothing happened
As if everything was normal
It's low and even for you