Victoria POV

When I opened my eyes I saw the face of peacefully sleeping Jin. After not too long 'argument' of sleeping, we worked out a compromise. We pushed our beds together. We slept together, but separately.

I had him at my fingertips . His sleeping face is so cute. He looks like a sweet child. His long bangs hid his whole face and neat eyebrows. His pink and sweet lips are mesmerizing. I wanted to touch it. It's first time I felt something like that. I am a convinced single girl, fall for someone. And that someone is a famous idol. Well he was an idol. At this point, I'm glad that he is no longer part of the BTS. But I would never say this to him. If fans find out about us, they'll destroy me.

I have a craving to touch him. Brush away the hair from his forehead. Drag my finger on the outline of his jaw. Wow, what's happening to me! I think I actually fell in love. Slowly I come to terms with this, though still scared. I'll be honest - this is my first serious relationship. I do not know how to behave, what to do.

I put down these questions aside and re-focused my eyes on the handsome face of Jin. Unwittingly I pulled out a hand and gently touched his cheek. He had smooth skin, it was in better shape than mine. Shame! I ran my finger over the zygomatic bone, straight nose and jaw. He did not even flinch. His fever went down, but still slept deeply. I took his hand. I wanted him to feel my hand in his when he wakes up. In this way, I give him the answers.

Looking at him, I fell asleep again.

I woke up when I felt someone touch my hair. I opened my eyes and saw the smiling face of the boy.

- Hello. - He said - Thank you. - He squeezed my hand harder

He moved closer to me and opened his arms in invitation. After a temporary hesitation, I hugged him. Oh, how nice. I could not leave his arms. I hug his waist. I could not believe that such happiness happened to me. Jin also wrapped his arms around me tighter. I think soon I'll run out of air, but did not want to leave this safety place.

- What are we going to do now? - I asked.

- We can stay in bed all day.

- Do you realize how ambiguous it sounded? - I smiled flirtatiously.

Jin looked at me uncomprehendingly.

- Can we go to the bower and hang out there? There is such a nice weather. - I suggested.

- Sure. We can.

We stay in bed for another minute. None of us wanted to break the hug. Then I went first, after me Jin to the bathroom to freshen up. We dry each other's hair. It was too intimate and new experience. These things I watched only in the movies. We dressed in light clothes and left the room.

It was muggy, stuffy and very hot. I predict a storm in the evening. We sat in the bower. We were alone, so we took the whole bench. Jin sat on one side, and I lay down, placing my head on his lap. We started to behave like a real couple. I would say with a longer experience, not a few hours couple.

For a few moments we not speak up. When I turned my eyes toward the boy, staring thoughtfully ahead.

- What are you thinking about now? - I asked.

- About that how happy I am. - He took me by the hand - thanks to you I do not miss home so much.

- I am glad I could help you.

- Viki, you are better than any doctor or medicine.

I did not know what to say. 'Thank you' - too trivial. 'I'll help you any time.' - something is wrong. I decided to just smile and grab his hand.

- Viki, what is your biggest dream? - Jin asked suddenly.

- I do not know. I dream about such trivial things as health and happiness of my family, to finish the studies and find a job. Nothing big. And you?

- Some part of my dreams already fulfilled. I was a singer, now studying medicine. To be completely happy I need only family and friends be close to me.

- So we both do not want too much from life. So why is it so hard?

- I would add one more thing to my list. - he said, looking deeply into my eyes.

- What is that?

- You.

That said he began to lean over me. After a while our lips met. It was completely different than the accidental kiss. There was so much affection. His lips were soft and perfectly fit to mine. Jin was not pushy. It was our first kiss. We wanted to slowly enjoy the whole of his innocence.

When we finally parted, we looked deeply into each other's eyes and smiled. Jin touched his hand to my cheek. I felt his warmth. Perhaps I was as red as a beet, but whatever, I think it will understand.

- Viki, I like you so much. Thank you that I can be with you.

- I like you too, Jin.

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The rest of our trip passed quickly. We visited Gdynia and Sopot. We did a mass of images. We sunbath, Jackson even went burned, he did not want to listen to Kaya and use sun cream. Me and Jin have deepened our relationship. Holding hands and cling has become natural for us. We did it even in the presence of the rest. However even a fleeting kiss caused me flushed.

One day BTS called us. When they heard that we have changed our status, they rejoiced very loudly. They made us congratulations and repeated like they want to meet me in real. I could not convinced them, not to call me 'noona'. After all, I'm not even older from some of them. I felt awkward hearing this for example from YoonGi.

With reference to the above Jin often ask me why I do not call him 'oppa'. Somehow it couldn't leave my mouth. Even in relation to my favorite idols I do not use that. I address them with respect by adding -ssi. During these few days had already offended by it twice. And I have fun with his faces his like a 'child who was taken away candy'.

I'm finally happy. However, not an easy task is waiting for me now. I have to tell my parents.

Returning from the sea, I got out earlier from the bus in my town to get everything ready for the arrival of Jin. After two days I had to take the car and go to Bialystok, so we calmly be able to pack all our things. Jin was not happy with the fact that he will not see me for two days and I'll be away from him for 120 km, but he had to survive.

So now I'm sitting with my parents in the kitchen and prepare to serious conversation.

- I have something to tell you.