❝ yeah, i know i should've fought it ❞

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katerina mikhailova had been one of the best demigods of her time. she fought in the second titan war. she had been part of the eight, the most powerful demigods put together to defeat the giants and gaia from awakening and destroying the earth. she was a daughter of hermes, one of the most powerful, as said by multiple people that she's on par with luke castellan, which was just fantastic, along with the fact that she's a descendant of apollo ( drew has spread rumors that she's also related to hephaestus, since she's good with her hands, but she hasn't confirmed or denied that ).

katerina had been at her happiest in that time, which was garbage, considering that was when she was fucking sixteen, but those moments had been the highlights of her life. she'd gone to the wilderness school and met jason grace and piper mclean, and she'd fallen in love hard with them. they'd been perfect together, the three of them. a perfect team, and a perfect couple. everyone in camp had talked about them, as if they were perfect, and they'd lasted for months.

until katerina managed to break them up in a single night, and it took ten years to talk to jason and piper again.

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❝ at least i'm being honest, yeah ❞

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as described . . . katerina "kat" mikhailova !
❛ i live by gaslighting, gatekeeping, and girlbossing. ❜

devery jacobs . . . piper mclean !
❛ i like danger, i'm not like those other scared bitches. ❜

rudy pankow . . . jason grace !
❛ i really want a break from this. ❜

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iñaki godoy. . . leo valdez
kathryn newton . . . annabeth chase
dylan o'brien . . . percy jackson
riele downs . . . hazel levesque
gong jun . . . frank zhang
tashi rodriguez . . . reyna ramirez-arellano
finn wolfhard . . . nico di angelo

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❝ but stay with me a minute ❞

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one last time — ariana grande.
hot gum — sofia isella.
strangers — kenya grace.
doppelgänger — joshua bassett.
lonesome — sabrina carpenter.
uh oh — tate mcrae.
feel it twice — camila cabello.
as it was — harry styles.
stay numb and carry on — madison beer.
favorite crime — olivia rodrigo.

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❝ i swear i'll make it worth it, yeah ❞

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kat kat kat katttt !!! aka the actual love of my life. tbh she's been one of my favorite ocs to write because of her duality. but anyway this book has formed for my love for hurt/comfort and also slight angst. this book might not be just slight angst but hey. also i'm not publishing every day because those future chapters take me a hella long time to write.

inspirations !! this is based off of the song one last time by ariana grande. i don't own the pjo / hoo peoples and series. i own kat. inspired by cold_rain_in_june's fic tell me every terrible thing you ever did ( and let me love you anyway ) on ao3. also kinda inspired off of the blacklist with megan boone. kat's sword is inspired from the actual sword curtana and cassandra clare's interpretation of it. her pendant also literally is isabelle's pendant by cassandra clare. this doesn't have trials of apollo bc wtf is that series. all graphics made by me <3 actually the cover was made by -confringos. also i don't know russian so i google translated it ( except for kat, jason, piper, leo, and frank's nicknames, which are also written in an english fashion if that makes sense?? )

triggers . excessive swearing. mentions your average pjo/hoo violence [ death, blood, sword fighting, etc ]. mentions of chronic alcoholism, criminal activity.

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❝ cause i don't wanna be without you . . . ❞