TW! Mention of Alcohol!
Angst!

One shot - You went to the club at the smp with friends.

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You were at the smp from the beginning. You build a house close to the wall, made new friends and even learned some words in Spanish! Thanks to the people around you, but there was one special person that cough your eye - it was no other person than Phil, Philza Minecraft.
He was your friend from the start and you admired him for his humor, willing to fight and overall his personality. You were thankfull for being friends with him.

You also got your Egg, his name was Ellen, he was a male egg with [your favorite color] horns. For first when you learned that you were gonna be a single parent you thought that you won't be good enough but with Philza by your side and Chayenne you did pretty good job being a parent. You were proud of yourself and  how Phil helped you, it made you fall for him even more. Of course the man didn't know about your feelings as he already had his partner on Smp and it was hard for you but you managed to live with that.

-Hey Y/N! We are going to the club, are you coming? -Roier asked while checking on me.

-Sounds good, Im coming just give me a second, I have to put Ellen to bed -You said while smilling.

-Of course, yeah! We will be waiting outside your fence. Just fast! -Roier responded and closed the door.

You looked back at Ellen and smiled while going to his room.

-Let's put you to bed okey? I will tell you a little story -you said while sitting next to your sons bed.

He calmly climbed to bed and layed down. You told him a story about small princess egg that fell in love with her soldier but they couldn't be together. They both knew that but at the end princess convinced the king to allow him to be her husband and they lived happily ever after.

After the story Ellen was already asleep, you smiled at the little boy and kissed the top of his head. You were glad that you had someone to care about and someone who cared about you unconditionally. This little egg always made you so proud and happy.

-Good night little Ellen.. Love you -you said while leaving his room.

After that you quickly went straight to exit of your house and meet up with everybody. There was Roier, Cellbit, Fit, Philza, Forever and Jaiden. You smiled to everyone and looked kinda surprised to see Philza and Jaiden here.

-Phil, Jaiden? I didn't know you were into this kind of thing -you chunkled.

-Oh yeah hah, Forever convinced me to go -man responded while laughing a bit too.

Forever. Yeaah, he was trying for a Phils hand too and it always bothered me so much. It isn't like you have something for Forever personal, you just don't like that he is another competition for me. You know that many people love Phil and you're not surprised, but he has partner already! And no matter how much anybody would try, Philza will not cheat on him.. No matter how hard You, Forever or other person will try, you won't be with him.

-That's good man! -You said with a little smile looking back at jaiden-What about you huh?

-Oh I was just bored, it might be fun, you never know -she chunkled too.

-Right, why not try?

-The rest is waiting for us! We should be going -Roier said while heading off to the right place.

The whole road you were talking with Jaiden or Fit. You talked about many things and you all enjoyed the company. Of course you wanted to speak to Phil too but Forever was just all over him that you couldn't have any moment for good conversation together so you just thought that maybe later you will have a chance. You know, nothing much just s little talk, hear sound of his beautiful voice and laughter.. Eghem.

After some time you were already at the right place, some people were inside already and some were outside talking about some things. You greeted everyone outside and with everyone just went inside.

Clubing weren't really your thing but you liked to drink sometimes and spend time with your friends so it was just the place.

You sat at the bar alone as you were given your drink, nobody was really beside you and you just stared at the people dancing, laughing and chatting. As you signed with a little smile you took your sip and noticed that someone sit beside you.

-Oh there you are Y/N! Oh my god, Forever just won't back off of me -your friend laughed while looking at you. You looked at him with smile and took another sip.

-Heh, he really likes you Phil, you're his "suggar daddy"- you said with a little laugh as man just rolled his eyes with smile.

-Yeah, yeah, I like him too but not like that.. He can be a good friend but I don't like him in romantic way and sometimes it's overwhelming

-Ohh I get it.. Sounds tough -you laughed slightly to yourself while taking another sip of alcohol-You know Phil.. I think that many people like you that way,  you don't even know -You felt like alcohol slowly started hitting your head-But you are with Missa right?

-Ah, right. We are partners to take care of Chayanne, maybe more like platonic partners but still -he said while smilling.

-Platonic huh.. But still partners? So.. You don't intend to have another relationship with someone? -you said while getting another drink.

-I don't know, I would need to discuss this with chayanne and Missa first but now I don't think so.. -he said while getting himself drink as well.

-I see.. Well, that's good for you man -you said with slightly sad smile. You didn't want to put any more weight to Phils shoulders by telling him your feelings, he had enough already with Forever. Even now when Phil said that he don't intend to have another relationship with someone you still have a little hope for this. Not now, but maybe someday.. Even if waiting is gonna shatter your heart, even if seeing him with Missa will make you upset, but if there's ANY possibility that maybe in the future this will be a thing you will keep it in mind.

-Philzaaa, daddy! -you two heard Forever got close to your friend and hug him from the side. -I missed youuu - you could already tell that he is little drunk but not that drunk yet.

-Yeah, yeah forever -he laughed, you felt like your heart was hurting a bit from seeing this-But let go of me, okey?

-Okeey daddy, don't get maad -he let go off him but still sat on his lap. Philza just pushed him off but he just keept getting again and again.

-Good luck with him Phil -you said while leaving your seat-Will you be okey?

-Thanks and I think so, I can handle him.. I think -he chunkled still pushing the other man off himself-Stop Forever.

-Hah, good luck than again Phil -you said while leaving this two, it isn't like you didn't wanted to be close to them but not when forever is drunk. You knew that no matter how much you told yourself that Phil is not gonna want you, your heart still loves him and it's hurting to see someone this close to him.

You decided to take your drink and went outside where you meet BadBoyHalo alone so you approached him.

-Hi Bad! How is your night going? -you asked while taking another sip.

-Oh, hi Y/N!  I didn't see you, sorry -he smiled-Its good, but I think I will be heading off soon.. It's getting too loud for me there heh

-I see, I think I will be heading too soon.. It's very late already -you chunkled looking at the sky which was already filled with stars.

-Right! I'm hoping that dapper is sleeping well, also! How is Ellen doing?

-Oh hes been good! We were at the few adventures together, we did fishing and more. Phil gave him nice hat too.. -while you mentioned Phils name you smiled a little. You didn't even noticed this untill you saw Bad staring at you weirdly.-W-what?

-Do you.. Like Phil? -he asked curiously, you instantly blushed as you didn't expect this question and looked away.

-Well, no- I mean, maybe? Kinda? -you didn't know what to say, is it a good idea to trust bad with this? I mean, Bad is a good person soo..

-Ohhh, so you do like him! I see -he smiled but after a moment his smile fade away and his stare was filled with worried look-It must be hard to see him with Forever or Missa.. I'm sorry Y/N

-Yeah.. Actually it's okey, I can hold myself up as long as Phil is happy. If he is happy.. I will be too -you sadly smiled and Bad just put hand on your shoulder.

-You're a good person Y/N but don't forget about yourself...You didn't tell him right?

-No.. I don't want to put more weight into his shoulders, he got enough already with Forever -you chunkled slightly as Bad hugged you, you returned the hug.

-Everything is going to be okey buddy.. Do you want to go home? -as bad said that you felt tears in your eyes, he is the first person that knows is and it was a relief too you that you told someone that. You were happy to have friend like Bad and just nodded with your head.

As the conversation went again, you and Bad headed to your houses.