Staying makes you suppressed but cutting off makes you depressed
You want to be included but crowds make you lonely
You're bound by desires but tied by boundaries
You're so stuck, you want to fade away but you don't want to die
So then, what do you want?
You're so manipulated, your perfections seem flawed
You want to be seen but you don't want to leave your little escape place
You want to grow up but you can't let go of your childhood
You're so desperate to find the one but you don't even try
So then, what do you want?
You want to be a saint but you want to be among the sinners
You want to cry so hard, but the tears just won't pour
You want this to end but new beginnings scare you
You want to leave so bad but your soul's stuck here
What do you really want?