So, I get up around one in the afternoon, go to the bathroom because I'm on my period and it sucks. I'm in there for about two hours because my body decides 'it's time to take a shit' which sucks. Then I finish, and I clean the cat boxes cause, yknow, I'm the one who can't smell. 'I'll do it! It isn't like someone else has a cat and is able bodied to do it!' I take out the bag of cat shit and piss, ignoring my lightheadedness, and get some pjs for a shower. I get upstairs around four in the afternoon and the first thing I'm greeted with? 'Almost four in the afternoon! You need to get up at school time. You're supposed to take your meds at a regular time everyday! Your supposed to be up here to protect mom! In case you haven't realized, she had surgery on her knee-' blah blah blah! You think I wanted to sleep in that late?! You think I can just /magically/ fix all my issues and start being responsible?! I can't! I just can't! I don't know how! They don't teach you how to make a life for yourself in school, and with the shit that is currently going on in the world? Distance learning at school? One of my classes was going to have us go out of the classroom during school, and now I don't think that will happen! In a week, I won't be a child. I'll have responsibilities thrust upon me that I don't understand like voting, paying taxes, having a decent job, paying bills, living on my own, making appointments for myself, relying on myself to get off my ass and get shit done! I can't do that normally! Sometimes I don't want to get out of bed, and nothing will get me out short of injury to someone and they need a driver since I am one of three licensed drivers in my house, one of which currently CAN'T because of her knee!

I just don't know what to do. There's no guide on how to be an adult. And I'm scared. Tensions are a bit high at the moment in my house, and I'm not well versed enough on some of the other sites I have accounts on to spill my guts like I do here.

I'm sorry if I wasted anyone's time. That was not my intention.