[letter eleven]

dear shawn,

I can't get you off my mind...i miss our late night talks, our netflix and cuddle nights, you helping me in the lab...i tried to sleep but every time i close my eyes i see you laying there in that tub...pale skin, tear streak cheeks, deep almost purple bags under your eyes...I'm staying alive for you but if you don't wake up... I don't know what I'll do...

love, tony

p.s. i love you