Hello! So I apologize for not having too many updates recently, and also for this update to be a life one not like an actual chapter.  But I feel like I should allow you guys to know what exactly has been going on in my life and what's gonna happen with this book. 

So first off, if any you have read my '2018 was the worst year of my life' chapter, you know that I wasn't in the best situation with my family. When I posted that chapter I was 16. And my family was really controlling so I couldn't get a job to be able to start being independent.  

Well, now, I am out of that situation. I've been out for about a month and honestly, it's great. I feel so much better! Of course, there's damage done that is not gonna go away easy but, at least I'm now in a safe place to work on it. I have moved in with my friend and now have a job and I don't have to be afraid to have social media on my phone lmao. 

Now, the reason why I haven't been posting is half writers block, (I say half because I got into a new fandom and posted a chapter like two days later-) and half the fact that I seem to have been struggling with too high of expectations for myself? 

I feel as though if I post a chapter that's under 1,000 words then I'm letting those who read my chapters down. I'm only now realizing this is ridiculous.  I'm going to be trying to post more chapters as soon as I can, though they will most likely be shorter until I can get back to where I was able to post 1,000+ word stories every day. 

And one last thing, if any of you followed my work from other fandoms? (Like when I used to write BMC fanfic.) You'll know that I tend to delete my past fandoms stories once I get into a new one, due the fact that I tend to cringe at them. That is 100% not going to happen to this one, at least not any time soon. I owe quite a lot to this fandom, and I'm very proud of the oneshots I've posted, so no need to worry about that, even if the fandom I recently got into gets some more updates for a bit. 

That fandom is... 

Ouran Highschool Host Club. 

I blame the friend I moved in with, she got me into it- 

If any of you are also interested in oneshots for that fandom I have a book on my account (Only one chapter posted right now but I do have plans for more, (and I may, perhaps write a crossover between that fandom and Sanders Sides since my mind won't shut up about it-)) Please enjoy if you are into that! And if you don't know what Ouran Highschool Host Club is, it's an anime and I highly recommend it, especially if you like the Sides. 

There's obvious comparisons I can make but not now, that'll be for later- 

Anyways! That was just a bit that I wanted to explain about what's been going on! I am very thankful that I do still get readers on this old thing (I started writing for Sanders sides in 2018) and felt like you guys deserved an explanation! 

Thank you for reading! See you when I post another chapter! 

-Logan