Thanks colorcodedgrey for requesting another one shot from me.I hope you like it and sorry it took long again😊 Let me know if you want a part 2.

"Ben..you don't have to do this." I say. Tears were slowly falling down my cheeks as i stared at my friend,Ben Solo.

"Go away Cedar!" He shouted glaring at me,not letting go of his lightsaber when he pointed it at me.

"Ben listen to me..you aren't like this! Come back home with me and Leia...Han will-"

"Don't say his name!" 

"Ben."

"Leave me alone!" He started walking closer and closer to me.I quickly took out my lightsaber and began to fight him,we were both strong but he was much more stronger than me. He left leaving me wounded not even the force could get me out of this from that day i bowed to return to him one day. Ben's encounter gave me an extreme paranoia and anxiety but i'll return to him,i'll do it for his parents. 

I met his parents who were cheerful and full of love unlike Ben..he was the black sheep of the family.misunderstood by many when he turned to the dark side and fought with his uncle Luke Skywalker. I'm one of the strongest Jedi with Luke winning,but i can't help but remember Ben once in a while.

"Cedar." Leia's voice came into the room.

"Yes?" I ask meeting her eyes.

"I know you've been through a rough time and i was more than happy to live with us,you've served us well and now you're one of the best pilots around.I want you to meet a friend of mine." She smiled and walked out the door,i quickly left my things on the table and rushed outside,following her.

"Poe Dameron." I ask and smile at her.

"Yes.he's the best pilot around so he's decided to give you some more training." Leia smiled at me like a mother would do to her daughter when she knows she likes a guy.Poe Dameron is the best pilot in the Resistance with me in second place,i always wanted to meet him but never had a chance..but that didnt stop me from having a crush on the handsome pilot.

"You know my name then? Good! We can skip to that then..Leia didnt bring you to train with me ya know?" He smirks and leans against his ship.

"I know.." I look behind me and see Leia walking back inside her home,"She brought me here cause she wants us to have some competition since my life has been boring lately.."

"And?" He asks.

"And what?"

He rolls his eyes and looks down to his side looking at his droid,"She wants us to be friends..i think you're the first girl who hasnt drooled once they see me."

"Ha! i'm not like other girls."

"That's why i like you." He smiles making me roll my eyes and blush,"How about we have something to eat first then we go and race each other?"

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From that day i gave up on the force and never used my lightsaber again.I felt safe with Poe protecting me,since Leia introduced us to each other we've become closer,he asked me to be his girlfriend even if we've known each other for a month.

Today we had visitors a young girl named Rey came with a guy named Finn,when i heard that Ben known as Kylo Ren almost killed them that made me paranoid.Han Solo died all because his son hated him.The First Order made him change.

"Cedar." Leia came over and held my hands giving me a sympathetic smile,"I know you're strong but i need you to be stronger right now,You must take Rey over to my brother and he will train you."

"Luke?! N-no i can't go back." I started to freak out, that's when Poe came rushing at me and held me close. I held his tighter and began to cry onto his shoulder.

"Please you need to take her." Leia insisted.

"Hey hey listen to me." Poe placed his hands on either side of my face wiping my tears away,"Cedar Andor...you are the most luckiest girl i've ever met and the strongest one too.You have to do me a favor and go with Rey,i'll be here waiting for you.don't let me down,Cedar." Poe whispered and kissed me making me feel better.

"Good luck." Leia and Poe said before i left. Rey and i made it to the familiar planet and my i started to get worried. Chewie stayed in the Falcon and Rey started to follow me.that's where i saw him, "Luke will be happy to see you." Poe's words repeated itself in my mind.

"Master." I spoke almost in a whisper.

Slowly he turned to look at me when his eyes shifted over to Rey.This is going to be hard to explain.